Dainty Diva
Thursday, March 15, 2007
I'm feeling real down today. there's no way to make me smile. I'm juz feeling more lonely and vulnerable today. It's gonna be a long day for me in this cold and dark place.
My own bf asked, "where are you hiding?"
I'm not hiding anywhere, i'm just there. I'm juz sitting alone at one corner, trying hard to keep my eyes open and try to keep my head off the textbook. I'm there, just that you didn't put in effort in keeping a lookout for me.
he asked again, "why didn't you msg me?"
I don't know how to answer this complex question. I'm juz safe-guarding myself from being shot for disturbing him when he is tired and busy. The school work and projects are busy and stress enough. I don't need anymore problems. I'm just as tired as you are. So, i chose to leave u alone.
I'm not sure what I really want. For a moment, I want to be left alone, but i'm feeling lonely when i'm now alone. Maybe find someone to accompany me? But i don't feel like talking or entertaining anyone. Perhaps, that's where music comes into play. A shield that protects me from loneliness.
周笔畅-笔记
我看见天空很蓝
就像你在我身边的温暖
生命有太多遗憾
人越成长越觉得孤单
我很想飞多远都不会累
才明白爱的越深心就会越痛
我只想飞在我的天空飞
我知道你会在我身边
回忆的画面记录的语言
爱始终是你手中长长的线
载着我的想念飞过了地平线
你温暖的笑脸还一如从前
回忆的画面记录的语言
你说要我学着勇敢一点
偶尔哭红双眼你一定会了解
眼泪试我心中另一种完美
Happy birthday my girl... You will always stay pretty and sweet.. you'll be in my heart...
