Dainty Diva
Monday, January 30, 2006
Here are the onli 4 of us who is 21 and below.. hahaa..
Here is my new cousin-in-law, tammy and qiqi, ryan, roblyn
here is my da gu and her husband, san gu with her husband, xiao gu with her husband, my er po with his wife... too bad my dad ws too busy enetertaining... no time for picture...
My cousin malva, her hubby desmond, their sweet daughter Jewel... Where's their son Raine?
Sweet jewel who loves to take photo...
Ryan who looks like jap kid...
My cousin, liam sze with her hubby, martin and ryan.. but roblyn, their daughter is not in the pic..
hmm.. my er gu, with her husband and her children, liam sze, liam ngee and liam khoon. plus my da gu chang4.
My cousin.. but i dunno her name... i think is ah wee jie, carrying raine
desmond kor and sweet jewel.
my cousin, wang kor and his son kovan.
my cousin, qiao jie and raine.
my cousins. from ur left to right, liam khng, liam ngee, yizhuang, yijun.
my er po with his wife and their precious grandson.
Roblyn and Ryan
My er po with his grandson, raine
my cousins with kovan and Ashley... the daughter of qiao jie, the one on ur right.
Liam khng and qiao jie
that's onli very small part of my family.. coz i dun really noe the others.. hahaa... anyway... sweet jewel is so sweet.. hahaa... how i wish my future daughter will be like her... i simply love children.. they are so adorable..
This year is sucky for me.. no luck at all.. i've been losing and losing from mahjong to blackjack to daidee to in-between... i'm the loser.. i shouldn't have gambled in the first place.. hated myself for it.. haiz...
I better get down to my report.. sucky.. textbook time...
oh my god.. i should bnought those counter... those click ones... i wan to count how many ppl are here todae.. i think there hsould be more than 80 ppl lor!! including those babies lahz... oh my god.. my house is flooded... with humans... i think my family is really scary!!! i wonder how things would be if one day i really get married!!!! hahaa... how many ppl i need to offer the tea to in the tea ceremony.. till my arms ache lahz... hahaa...
My house seems to be on fire.. if everyone of them burn my grandma and granddad a josstick, i guess it's enough to set my house on fire.. it's so smoky in there now... arGh....
My nieces and nephews have grew up... too much that i can't even recognise them... hahaa... i'm old le lahz....
yesterdae i met my maternal cousins... wah kaoz... got two freaks there... onli noe how to study i guess.. when i asked him which JC is he in now.. luckily i din ask which poly is he in.... coz he love studyin and he never fail to secure good results.. it's like.. he's the cl;everest cousin i have in my maternal side..
He went into VJC for the first three months.. and when i asked him what's his result after the points deduction... guess??? 2 marks!! wat the hell.. that means that he got full points lahz.. L1R5, 6 points.. freak!!! 1 english language can beat him le lahz.. i've got C6 for english lahz... wat the hell... wonder how he's O level will be... hahahaa...
Freak freak.. i wan to be a freak too... at least i will get good reuslts.....
Sunday, January 29, 2006
My dearest mama with me.. not my mum but my auntie who brought me up...
My brother and I
My cousin Jimmy with his wife, wee lee
My niece wenyi, can carry me up!!!
My dearest cousin, priscilla and I
I'm at home!
First day of chinese new year... went over to geylang to pray pray before i moved off to my uncle's house at woodlands.. Met all my aunties and uncles there.. except for the second auntie..
I look so fat now.. it muz be all those pineapple tarts which make me fat.. ArGh.... i hate my bloated face...
Saturday, January 28, 2006
smiles, greetings, food, handshakes, cheersl, joy, reunion, a brand new start.... that's all what everyone says new year is.. but to me.. i hated new year.. i've been hating it for 5 years.. it bring me painful and sad memories.. reunion dinner.. used to be so crowded and joyous.. everyone was luffing and gathering together to talk, gamble and drink.. it used to be such joyous and happy occasion... but ever since 5 years ago.. everything seems cold... each new year onli means that one year had past, one more year, since 12/09/00, the date when my uncle left.
Everything is so different... No more 2 tables of mahjong games, no more blackjack.. no more laughter.. All my close cousins were married.. hence, everyone juz came for the dinner, before another cousin of mine come, they will be leaving for their in-law side.. there's nothing known as real reunion dinner.. i missed those times when almost 15 people sat ard the table, eating together... fighting for food.. thou it was cramp, there's laughter, there's warmth.. something which is dissapearing year after year... something which everyone is talking abt, yet i juz can't feel it...
When it comes to new year.. i juz feel that someone is taking one step closer to leave me.. i dun like that feeling.. All my grandparents had passed away.. my family is too big to be gathered together.. there's alwayz someone missing... I miss those times when i'm a kid, at least i have everyone with me.. those ppl i know are there for me since i stepped into this world.. those ppl whom i respect.. those whom i failed to treasure..
It's alwayz at this point of the year.. when i really know.. how much i miss them..
Friday, January 27, 2006
had my first presentation todae.. it was a debate and i feel that the other party had done a fabulous job... in the end we won by juz that little bit.. perhaps it's that we linked the both cases todae and concluded that why that decision make good legal sense and it should be followed. Enough of all these projects...
Jols, bren, amruta and I went for lunch at marche.. we were shopping as we walked there.. i've got my apple necklace!! so cute!! hahaa... i've been eyeing it since 3 weeks ago.. hahaa.. and i've got it!! Then we walked here and there.. then in the end i bought another eye lash curler... quite good!! and it's on 20% off... so i got it right away.. all thanx to brenda's recommendation! Oh ya... i've got myself another basic top from U2... And when we were in FOX, the threee girls were lke choosing clothes for me.. wanted me to look youthful and young hahaa... but those tees really dun suit me!
Jols got something to attend to, hence left me, bren and amruta. we walked and walked... shopped from shop to shop haha... and i saw this top in Mango... it's nice!! a very low cut and i feel that it's nice.. but i don't have much occassion to wear! hahaa... save my money lah... spend so much money todae le.. hahaa...
The 9pm show is so sweet.. hahaa.. i want a perfect lover too.. hahaa... so sweet.. it's a show afterall.. =) I'm hungry... what i've spent today was at the expense of my food! hahaa...
busy busy busy,.... so busy with projects,.,. one before chinese new year and another after chinese new year... i dunno what to write for my BGS man.... i read the case and i'm still lost.. dunno what to write.. haiz.... 3000 words? hahaa.. i dunno how long i need to write that report...
juz managed to finish my report to send it over to my dear bren... hope that she will be able to finish early and go to bed... FORMAL tomolo... actually wanted to go shopping after my classes.. i never wan to wear formal to shopping... disgusting! haiz... i look really old in formal..
I'm tired... more things are coming after new year... oh shit... time really flies.. it's like a month since sch started... but i'm still in my hols mood... shit shit.. i need to study...
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
my luck is still down.. i woke up early today.. but i ended up plucking my eyebrow and scrub my face etc... i dunno why i juz do not have the sense of urgency to be in class on time.. I juz hope to make it in time... anyway.. i got out of my house at 1125, and then.. i realised that i forgot all about my pencil case and hp after i got to the bus stop... so went back to take it.. i was late again!!!
manage to finish my part on biz law... i'm tired... i need to sleep...
Monday, January 23, 2006
I'm grumpy now... every prof love the no. 6.... everything is due on week 6... damn...
I've got a biz law presentation on friday, that includes a written report as well.. then i've got a BGS 3000words report due next wednesdae, right after the chinese new year.. i've got Analystical skills homework to be handed in.. I've got the BGS research to be done.. I've got MA project to be settled, a troublesome and irritating project which requires the financial reports and budgeting process of a company.. who on earth would give u these kind of confidential information,, damn.. I've got to read up on my MA as the test will be on week 6.. Supposingly to have a written arguement for analytical skills due on week 6 but the prof pushed it back to week 7 as our class is one week behind others... I still have my photography project due on week6... i seriously thank junkai for helping me!!!!!!
argh!!! everything and everything is up to my neck.. soon, i'l be drowning in the sea of books... sickening.. reading and mugging during chinese new year.. that dun sound good and my cousins will be avoiding me becoz of my books... i wan to play mahjong... but how to play and do projects!!!!!!
Sickening.. everything is really against me todae.. i'm in damn foul mood.. can someone please cheer me up.. i'm feeling down for almost 3 days and i had enough....
Todae is a very terrible day for me..
It all started with puking.. and then i looked so pale that i need to put on make up coz i need to come to school. I've 2 lessons and 2 project meetings which will be due soon..
I vomited in the morning, so, i was very late.. then, i went out of the house without my ezlink card, so i had to make my way home frm the bus stop. sucky.. this was reeally sucky especially when i was late. Got to the school.. i was rushing for time and i din see the puddle of water cum mud and i stepped onto it.. god... messy and dirty,.. but i was lucky enough that i wore skirt todae.. if i were to be wearing jeans, it would have stained my jeans... But does this whole series of unfortunate events started becoz i wear a skirt?
Got to class.. my eyes hurts.. went to the washroom and took my contact lens out.. and it tore.. oh shit.. everything is against me todae... luckily, i brought my glasses along, if not i will be "blind". after that, i realise that i din bring my pencil case with me.. sucky..
oh ya.. i'm in my analytical skills class now.. a new prof.. brian mooney... haha.. he is cute.. he give lots of exampples and even snag a stupid song which i dun understand... haha...
my feet hurts now.. juz becoz of the new slip on... and i'm hungry.. coz i skipped my lunch.. I'm tired.. coz i slept for 1.5hours last nite.. everything is not right... i'm on a series of bad luck... i hate it... but at least i'm not puking now... =)
Sunday, January 22, 2006
I began my day with sleepy head.. ended my day with a angry and sad heart... Today is not my day.. never my day...
Went to Ikea and got my utensils for the photography project.,.. then got myself a box to house my perfumes and cosmetics.. then i bought a t-shirt which i tot is nice.. in fact, it is nice... besides that, got myself another FBT shorts so that i can wear on new year eve..
Many things happened.. made me sad.. made me cry... I'm a crybaby.. so it's no big deal when i cried.. It's nothing when i pressed my head against my pillow so that no one will see me cry... I'm juz used to it..
My cousin finally helped me to set up the modem for my ibook.. and i'm using my ibook now... i'm so happy that i can listen to music.. coz the toshiba speakers sux..
I'm not happy... what can i do to make myself happier.. my projects are coming and i juz dunno how to go about doin them.
Oh ya... i'm sorrie diwei... din manage to attend his birthdae party.. sorrie...
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Soon.. i will be as grumpy and naggy as a granny.. I've been throwing my temper ever since i got to know that I've got so many projects and work to do.. endless work to do.. endless make up lessons to attend.
Today was great.. very great.. spent 2 hours to learn how to crop photos etc.. sth which i can learn it myself online or by refering to those online tutorials. arghz... i should have slept late todae.. and i wun be grumpy and sleepy now...
I took back all my textbooks from the locker... 2 thick thick books with 1 lappy.. i almost died while walking to the train under damn hot sun... haiz...
I love my ibook more and more each day...
Friday, January 20, 2006
yuppie... these are some of the photos which i took on the photography class.. it isn't very nice.. but it's alrite lahz.. juz for fun...
I love this photo!!! she look so sweet!!!
I've more photos.. but with jocelyn.. i will get it from her... She had taken many weird photos about me!!! i will post them later!!!!
I started my day with a lesson of boring Business Law... I went to school in surf shorts and spag top.. of course with my jacket.. i din want to expose my thick layer of fats. I juz dunno why.. i dun feel happy todae.. juz don't want to talk.. It seems that i'm forcing myself to smile and when i stop doing that.. i look pissed...
Louis told me that i look absolutely pissed when i was doin the project.. and i talked to jolene in a quite hostile manner.. sorrie jols.. i din realise.. i also dunno what's wrong with me... Not in good mood.. plus reading a stupid caselaw during weekend.. Besides that, i can't understand that 9 pages of freaking case.. I'm a goner i guess..
Sorrie everyone.. for not wanting to talk.. for giving that pissed face and speaking in that irritating and offensive tone.. I'm sorrie everyone...
Uncertainties.. Insecured... i dunno why i keep having them...
I dunno if i'm able to cope with that huge flow of work and projects... Creativity.. something which is seriously not in me.. I'm juz a dumb ass who is inflexible and stick to the mud.. How can i ever do well in my creativity course...
Took some photos todae.. photos which i tot is nice... love jolene's that photo which i took for her.. yet the prof is juz so unhappy.. i dun like his work either... My TA can do a better job than him... I'm struggling to come up with a theme when my Ta came in to help me.. perhaps i should no longer call him my TA, he's my friend... a true frien i found in SMu... he's so helpful that i'm glad to know him in LTB.. his name is junkai....
he even promised me to lend me his camera, his helping hand and the creative mind.. Oh god.. i've meant my saviour! hahaa... I will thank him.. And i've promised to do all i can to help him in future... that's to be a model for his shooting... i dun mind.. coz i'm a vain pot.. hahaa..
I wanted so much since young to be a model, but i guess that route isn't easy to go and i noe my shitty face can't make it..... so i decided to stick to my normal life. SInce there's a chance for me to be a nice star in those photos.. why not be one!! I'm a vainpot anyway...
Thank you junkai... u are such a good person... I will repay your kindness!!!!!!
Thursday, January 19, 2006
Our prof had emailed us to dress up as he will be taking individual photo for us for that portfolio he's goin to do for us... and when i was on my way to school... i saw her again... she wore a short sleeve black turtle neck and then a mini skirt which seems to be popular onli in my mums era... Anyway,... she walked as though she is a pretty lady... maybe she's one.. esp in randy's eyes haha... Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
During the class... it sux... the prof isn't that good in photography as well.. his photo dun seems good... i guess junkai's photo is better.. he keep bragging on how good his photos are... diaoz... disgusting.. hahaa... imagine having this quality of photos after 30 years of shooting experience... i pity him..
oh ya.. then we get to go ard shooting photos and i've taken some nice photos which i will post it later haha... oh sux... i'm freezing to death....
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Oh great... todae is a "great" day...
I almost puked out my breakfast when i saw her in class.. coz this time i saw her butt... She wore a supper mini skirt... a creamy yellow one... then she wore a brown top which will reveal her cleavage... Fantastic.. hahaa.. She wore the skirt so high that when she sat down,.. i could sseee her big thigh... it reminds me of my chicken drumstick... it's really gross... when i saw that.. i'm contented with my thigh.. i shouldn't complain so much.. =X
She's getting from bad to worse and this time i really feel disgusted.. If i'm a girl and i feel disgusted... how abt a guy?!
went for my facial.. wonder if huiling had her waxing done... anyway... i chose the wrong facial treatment. my face is dry like shit... hahaa... i feel so stress when people ard me are all studying.. i better go read sth too... but i'm lazy!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
What a fantastic question
mr wu, his sis, his son and his daughter are fond of bridge and often play together
the following statements are tre of the foursome:
a. The best player's twin and the worst player are of opposite sexd
b. the best player and the worse player are of the same age
which one of the foursome is the best player? Explain ur ans
Argh... i'm stuck on his for hours lahz... it seems that the clues given contradict each other.. oh damn... I have no flair in analytical skills.. i depend all on my heart, not brain.. !!!
....I'm the biggest joke of the day....
I was in my driving lesson when i came across this road, which the side is having construction and i had to turn from the second lane instead. There are many cars at that point of time due to the peak hours. SO i clutched and hang on to the brake pedal as well.. who noes!!! When i intended to move on and shift my feet to the acelerator, one freaking idiot gave a loud horn which scares me and i shifted both feets off the clutch and acelerator. This caused the engine to "die". The main thing is.. I'm not in the fault and the person is not horning me....
I tried to start the engine again.. but i'm affected by the incident and could not start the car... =_="" Uncle was luffing his head off, i could see that aoll blangahs all showing their white teeth and holding on to their stomach... from the rear mirror, i could see that the uncle was luffing and shaking his head... MY GOD!!! I'm the joke of the day... shit... Worse thing is that i need to go round and round the place... so i keep goin past the place where those blangah were....
Embarassed.. I'm so angry with myself!!! How am i goin to pass my TP like that?! LOusY me..
Monday, January 16, 2006
at first.. she showed her cleavage.. and now it's worse..
who will actually wear a thin cotton bra to sch to show her saggy assets with one big and dark patch on each.. I can see it becoz she's not only wearing a thin cotton bra, but a thin cotton t-shirt as well... disgusting... Imgaine she is wearing that kind of t-shirts which i dun even wear to sleep.. and with a long skirt.. but a twisted one . She did not take note of her own dressing and din even noe that her skirt is crooked when she stood up .
.. believe me.... it's not only crooked.. but totally offside.. haha... the slit of the skirt which is suppose to be at the centre had shifted and became the seam of the skirt... wonderful and splendid art work... she will certainly do well for her Creativity Thinking class since she's so innovative!!! haha
I juz dun understand why would she wan to reveal the two saggy big lump of thingy which dun adds beauty.. instead they made her look auntie... If one day when i'm old, my assets were to look like that.. then i would rather go for a plastic surgery to minimize it.. even to a A cup... if not.. i wouldn't mind spending thousands of dollars on firming products if i can afford to....
Oh god.. it's a torture to be in the same class with her... I noe steve and randy would love to be sitting by her side...
yesh.. bren reminded me about randy's lover.. hahaa.. and here is the pic that i've promised to post..
Though it may look alrite here.. but please take note that she is wearing a formal black shirt with the buttons and she wore the wrong kind of bra.. i shouldn't go into details abt that.. oh. the skirt.. is like till about 15 cm above her ankle.. i dun remember what shoes she wore that day.. but it doesn't matter.. the top and skirt is enough to give me nightmares.
Got to see her early in the early morning tml too... shit... haiz... wonder how sexy she will be to seduce the only 3 guys in the class.. =_=""
Sunday, January 15, 2006
watched the memoirs of a geisha... yes it's nice, with a good storyline etc... Those geishas are so pitiful, i can somehow feel the sadness becoz i'm a girl. I shall not tok abt the storyline ya? haha... i noe that many ppl hasn't watch it yet...
Projects are coming up... 3 days of 8.30am classes is killing me... I'm lazy and in no mood to blog... girl's problem.. damn...
Oh ya.. to my dear huiling, let it go if u think that u will still being hurt.. He's a hardcore chiongster who alwayz hang around with girls... You had even see what he smsed... Don't you feel anything? Juz stop dragging and make ur decision. No point getting so hurt over a jerk who does not even appreciate what u had done for him. It's just not worthwhile to spend your time and effort in salvaging the relationship. You are trying to pick up the broken pieces and yet, he is still stepping on your wounds, breaking your heart to even more pieces. When will u be able to pick up all those broken pieces if he continues to step on it?
Friday, January 13, 2006
she got a new dressing todae.. a floral long skirt with a black long sleeve shirt. This is one of the dressing which my mum or even my grandmum wun wear... it's totally a sad case... hmm.. i've taken a photo and i will upload it ASAP hahaa....
Projects are coming up... booo....
Thursday, January 12, 2006
I hibernated for almost 15 hours before i managed to pull myself off the bed to brush my teeth... I was so tired that i kept on sleeping and sleeping... I fell asleep unknowingly on my bed while watching tv. It's amazing that i'm actually able to fall asleep with the room lights and tv on... hhaaa..
It was raining cats and dogs now.. the rain is pouring like nobody's business... I thought of goin school to hand brandon my FA textbook.. Brandon that idiot who quoted $10 for my FA textbook.. =_="" I bought it at almost $50 okie?! Anyway... he settle for $25 bucks.. so it's quite alrite... Oh ya.. i need to collect my biz law textbook from randy too.. i've been draggin and draggin...
had my driving lesson yesterdae... it's quite alrite.. at least the car din "died" haha... at least i manage to move off even on a slope.... haha... a great achievement for me.. and i did many narrow U turns!!! goin to have another lesson tomolo... and Uncle say he wan to teach me how to reverse.... i hope i can manage...
I became the joke of the day in my BGS class.. shit... i dunno what that steve is talking abt... and i heard something like polar something. I was a recorder, so i went on to write something like polar-hunter... my brain is failing me then... shit shit... everyone luff like shit.. luffing so loudly that Prof gilbert came over and everyone was staring at us.. what the... I was luffing and blushing at the same time lahz.. my whole face was red and hot, as though it was on fire...
This is karma... retribution.. whatever u call them... for luffing at our dear "chio bu" in class... she wore that revealing denim dress to school with a big "lobang" in between buttons. This really let her reveal her big breast .. i can even see her beige bra.. a color which i wun even buy for myself in the first place. so auntie.. it's okie.. but she trying to act metro by "highlighting" her hair pink... u noe those striking pink?! The real problem there is that, she din really go highlighted her hair, she merely coloured them by using those gluey thingy... and her hair was sticking together... u can see pink and her hair base color is black.. is juz like shit... her hair is as though thre's some bird shit landed on her hair.. gross... That's the worse woman in my class...
She even said sth to rebutt what steve mentioned in class... Steve complained abt the gender distribution in class as there are many classes which we ended up with all boys or girls classes.. That woman said sth like, "what if i prefer to be in the same class with girls, becoz guys are too distracting." She is so... damn bloody bu yao lian.. she is too distracting for guys and girls lor... due to her shitty appearance and behaviour... damn.. i can't believe that i need to tolerate this for the rest of my 4 months... haiz...
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
I'm on unlucky streak... everything is not goin smoothly for me.. even my SMU student card holder that thingy spoilt... the string juz dun retract itself... and i was so angry that i pulled it real hard and there it goes.. broken.. i think need a new one le... But one damn card holder need almost 4 bucks? damn.. everything comes at the same time when i'm broke.. totally broke...
My driving lessons, my hp bill, my transportation cost, my meals... my everything need money... i hate it... My dream now is to be a rich princess... haiz....
I'm hungry... but the fridge is empty, drawer is empty, my stomach is empty.. i need food... I sound like a poor girl rite? no food... I'm juz exaggerating things.. i juz can't convince myself to go back to the pocket money life... haiz..
My CT prof... i dunno why is he so conformed to his own rules... how can he be creative then?? this is that he wrote in the email:
I am resending this because I am still getting attachments like student profile.doc or photo.jpg even after this instruction was first issued.
So I am not going to wait for Session 2 to start deducting points.
If you send me Session 1 attachments labelled incorrectly, I will deduct from your next gradeable assignment.
Prof
Childish.. isn't it?? is it such a big trouble?? Weird... everything in SMU is weird... I goin to mug like shit this semester.. everything need me to study.. there's 24 hours a day and everything has to be squeezed in... freaking shit... I need my textbook as well.. My BGS textbook.. i no longer wan to spend 50 bucks on a book which i will be using for 4 months.. haiz...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Doin homework during hols... damn damn damn... reading thru questions which make no sense to me at all.. what logic, that analytical skills.. is all shit... here is a sample question...
The spider or the cake
1) If u say something true, you will get wither the spider or the cake
2) If u say something false, you will get neither the spider nor the cake.
You want the cake but not the spider. what should you say? how does what you say guarantee the desired result?
Here's another question
In country S, there are two types of people-politicians, who always lie, and non-politicians, who always tell the truth. you meet the natives, A,B and C. You ask A, "Are you a politician?" and A answer your question. B then reports that A denied being a politician. C says that A is a politician. How many of the three native are politicians?
Freaks... all these are my exam questions.. easiest of the all exam questions as these are meant to warm us up... shit... i know nuts abt the ans... freaking helll....
Monday, January 09, 2006
ArGh.. stuck in this creative thinking class... another girls class with 3 guys... Another lewis/louis in the class.. It's the 3rd lewis/louis i got to know from SMU and before i came to SMU, i knew no friend with the name lewis/louis. I'm dazing and bloggin when he's talking and talking abt creative thinking skills..
How creative i can be when i'm half awake.. i'm not a creative person as i've got a C+ in poly times.. thats very bad... pulled down my GPA. Today is a day with sun shining bright.. hahaa... I'm hungry... hungry and hungry... stomach is makng noise again..
anyway.. Not happy todae... rather stoned... haiz.. my life really sux...
Oh ya.. that "ger" or should i say woman, is in the same class as me again.. she showed her bra strap... i dun understand why is she showing her brown/beige bra straps while she's wearing white tube with a LOW CUT green shirt outside... buang.. she is bending low to reveal her cleavage lahz.... er xin... she muz be sad that there's onli 3 guys in the class... and she's really really disgusting.
MY CT prof love to take photos... he took photos as attendance taking.. haha.. weird prof.. anyway.. it's boring and dry with all those theories and whatever shit... it's the third or 4th time i come across the 6 thinking hats.. it reminds me of jinhui.. read his blog.. and he's still goin round and round, refusing to walk out of the circle.. DOn't think he read my blog..
I'm not feeling happy... i seems lost...
Sunday, January 08, 2006
It's really a cold cold sunday.. I'm shivering even when the fan is not on.. crap.. I dun even dare to go bath.. coz it's cold!! I hungry too.. illusion of chicken wings, Hokkien prawn noodle, dim sum, laksa... etc.. all abt food... I'm really really very very hungry.. haiz... cold and hungry.. that's pathetic..
Watching the charity show.. i hate it when they show those unfortunate ppl.. they make me cry.. I'm thinking what will happen to me if one day, i'm so unfortunate to be like them... CHoy.. but juz a thought..
The rain is pouring like mad, and ppl are braving thru the strong wind and rain to raise funds for the unfortunate.. i applaud them for their courage and love...
ArGh... There's 8.30 tomolo... grrr.... better not rain tomolo lahz... if not i will have probs waking up and travelling to sch..
It's raining heavily.. yet i juz can't sleep longer... things ard me is changing..
Projects, homework, discussion.... are all coming up.. soon, i will be busy again..
Not in good mood to blog.. Things is not good for me as well as my dear huiling... wonder how she is now. I dun dare to call her as i'm afraid that she will feel terrible when she's talking... Drink more warm water, take care of urself k??
Friday, January 06, 2006
had my dental appointment and spent 77 bucks.. but i'm happy and satisfied as it had helped to remove my tar-tar.. hehee.. it looks healthier now.. i treasure my teeth.. I'm a vain pot.. hehe... Oh ya.. when i was abt the leave the clinic, i saw my primary 2 chinese teacher and she can still remember my name plus my surname.. haha.. it seems that almost all teachers remember my surname.. some even remembered my surname rather than my name.. coz i've got a unique surname, KOOH... haha..
I've booked my facial appointment.. i need to go for one.. Those gers in my biz law class has beautiful, spotless and radiant skin.. on my god... i love their skin lor... i want to be like them.. so i will invest money and time into that.. heheee...
Today the kids had really really got into real trouble.. they had dropped a water bomb on James bed.. hahaa.. and he was, or rather is fuming away. He got so angry that he chase after kids like tom and jerry... He got hold of them with one arms, and threaten to beat them with the other.. Imagine a 1.94m tall man grabbing a child.. oh my god.. haiz.. worse thing is that those kids love me so much that they used me as a shield to protect them from cane.. OuCH.. haiz....
I'm so sick of school.... i need to go back to school on saturday... what the hell... haiz... friday nite at home... that's what i call no life... it's time for me to get a life...
I was starving since yesterdae nite and my stomach was making noise in my business law class.. haha.. Anyway.. I'm in class of all girls, and the only guy is the prof. he is funnie! he tried waking us up by telling us jokes.. haha.. It's fun. At least it's better than the prof who daniel and louis got.. haha.. My class is crap.. full of craps.. asking questions such as "why singapore choose to use hanging instead of electrocution or whatever shit." Guess this is asked by who? It's Linghui.. oh my god.. I'm in the same class as her again.. but luckily i have jolene and brenda with me too.. haha.. so happy to be with them..
There was a light drizzle after my school ends.. but the 2 beauties decided to head for the MRT.. No lunch together as they will be meeting their friends for lunch... When jolene and i were in the toilet, she told me that i lose weight.. haha.. in fact, i've gained 3 kg... perhaps is all those junk food which made me gain weight and yet provided no nutrients. That's why, i seems skinny. haha..
becoz of what Jol said, i decided to get myself some decent food. But... I'm lazy to walk to the market near my house, so i decided to grab my Nissin.. hehee.. it's nice as well ya? haha... I'm so lazy.. I'm sick of 8.30am class... I'm not a morning person... argh.. goin for my dental appointment later and i better call to book my facial appointment... =(
Thursday, January 05, 2006
textbooks, transportation, driving lessons, broadband bills, handphone bills, food... these are all mainly my basic nescessities and yet they need lots and lots of money... money, money and money... my whole life is worrying abt money.. I'm running dry, i'm trying hard to control my expenditures.. but it seems that I will be starving in no time...
I need to find work.. yet i'm unwilling to do so as I can't afford the time.. The transportation fee is killing me.. i'm spending more than 80 bucks per month on transportation alone.. i can't buy MRT concession as that $45 fixed cost will only add on to the burden when i'm travelling on buses too.. I wanted to buy the hybrid, but that fixed monthly expenditure of $97 bucks will kill me. I thought of travelling by buss 133.. but the travelling time alone is already 45 mins during non-peak hours. I'm stucked in this shit and i can't figure the cheapest way out..
I shall stop goin for shopping from now on.. so please bear with me when u keep noticing me in the same clothes... haiz.. Life sux.. lancome sent me the latest catalogue for the new makeup... purple series... argh... it's so nice lahz...!!!! i want to buy.. but no money.. anyway.. all that are luxuary.. and i dun make up much anyway haha.. =)
I need an easy job, with easy money... Anyone has those temp jobs lobang, which requires me to work for 2 to 4 days type?? I will ask qiujin on that.. =(
Look at those retarded pictures which huiling refuse to post as she said that i will blame her.. haha.. i wun blame her.. certainly won't as i'm one of those retarded ppl who took pictures in the toilets.. But i'm not as retarded as huiling who squatted on the toilet bowl to take pictures.. hahaa.. but i like that picture.. so hilarious... hahaa...
Can u all imagine? the ger with specs is goin to be OL? office lady huiling, isn't huiling.. haha.. I guess she can be an Old lady instead.. hehe... After she starts work, school starts, i guess we all will be busy and it will be hard for another gathering...
Anyway... qiujin (ger in red) and huiling are part of the very few friends who i feel very comfortable with even when we did not meet up for months.. They are those ppl who grew up with me.. they are those ppl who are alwayz be there for me.. though they can be so funnie and slack.. yet i noe they are true friends... class 2/4.. the united class we were.. a class of true friends who help one another.. i still remember the incident when our form teacher was so angry that ppl from other class accused us of doin sth.. and pinpoint of the guys.. all the boys then stood up and willing to be punished together.. that's the spirit of 2/4...
Oh ya.. that time they were talking abt the swimming carnival thingy which the whole 2/4 skipped it.. and we got punished for it.. haha.. 2/4 had been so happening.. i will still remember the big walk.. an event which almost the whole class went for it.. It is a rare chance to have such a wonderful and united class.. i love them.. hehe.. I miss them too...
i will remember how we excel in all activities in school.. We were the only sec 1 class which performed on teachers' day.. i will remember how that song and performance touched the hearts of many teachers... It has been 9 years.. 9 years since we quarrel, fight and cry together.. 2/4 had beeen such a wonderful class..
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
oh god... BGS is boring.. i din noe that gilbert can be so boring.. hahaa.. mindmap as usual... It seems that i've got endless of make up class.. and projects are coming one after another.. oh ya.. i've got a BGS project group.. haha.. there's these 2 girls name calin and priscilla, in the same class as me for ALL the classes.. hahaa... anyway, they will be in the same group as me for BGS, together with david and zhirui.. hehee..
I'm so tired that i got home and slept thoughout.. *headache* I'm still tired...
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Today is the starting of a new semester.. boOoo.. i'm alwayz late for the first class. haha.. but i got into the class just in time for attendance taking.. haha.. 1 min before the porf called our for my name.. hmmm.. a nice prof.. I like the way he teaches!!!
Begun my new semester with Managerial Accounting, it's sth better than Financial Accounting as i'm interested in logistics.. all about JIT, steamline production.. blah blah blah... I am just interested in them.. at least i din yawn in class and talked rubbish.. haha.. I guess Wal-mart and toyota will the hottest example in class.. due to their successful logistic model.. haha..
I simply love service lines.. i juz feel that it's so much fun interacting with customers.. hehee.. I'm crazy.. but my ngee ann lecturers had done a great job to instill this thinking in me: Service is fun and interesting.. i miss them too.. hehe.. I miss my year 3 class as well, it's so relaxed to be in a group of genius as they will be more worried than me. They are concern abt their distinctions.. hehe... Effective and efficient bunch of people as well..
I had begun my semester with a nice prof and an interesting subject.. i must be hardworking this time.. i wan to pull up my GPA!!! Oh ya... project groupmates.. I'm with randy, terence and vagen.. short of one member.. and randy said that he will take care of it..
Oh ya!!!! i bought myself a shawl to pamper myself.. it's a button-up shawl which i've been looking up and down for.. i bought brown again.. i love brown.. and even the sales girl said that brown suits me better.. I've got the brown face.. everything is brown..
I've been pampering myself too much with the facials, manicure, shopping, food and stuffs.. it's time for me to stop before I can't afford to buy food.. But i really wan to revamp myself and my wardrobe.. i wan more clothes... i'm greedy.. *bleah*
Monday, January 02, 2006
Look!!!! It's a 2/4 gathering... It had been at least 1 year since the last gathering.. and we really need to thank our beloved jinglun for it.. hehe.. though many ppl are not ard.. we stil enjoy ourselves!! haha... Look at those funnie photos!!! Although it had been quite sometime since we last met up, we are still the old us.. luffing.. talking.. crapping.. and making stupid jokes.. haha..
I'm so happy to meet up with so many ppl.. hehee.. i'm so happy to see joce lim there.. coz she's currently pursuing a degreee in new zealand.. so it's a rare chance that i got to meet up with her.. heee... Oh ya.. and the shixiu... he finally honoured his promise by taking a photo together with me haha...
Look closer... and u can see some of the pictures taken in toliet.. yesss.. Huiling, Qiujin and I were busy snapping pictures of ourselves. many of them were funny post.. hahaa... we are crazy.. but i love them.. It has been so much fun together with my secondary 2 classmates and friends... I love them.. hehe... *Smilez*
Sunday, January 01, 2006
the fireworks at esplanade was beautiful.. hehe.. it's something that i've never tried before.. squeezing all my way in juz to see the fireworks.. it's really beautiful hee..
But todae was a boring day.. i'm hungry.. and there's no shopping.. haiz... no mood to blog... BoooOoOoOoo...
