Dainty Diva
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
went to raffles robinson todae.. the environment is peaceful there.. but sales is realli bad.. i feel realli sad esp after one of my colleague called me up to tell me my customers had bought from her over 280 bucks.. oh god... I was so sad... i wanted to bang the wall le.. haiz
It was his first dae of sch... as i expected... he is tired... too busy to tok to me.. we are drifting away.. perhaps.. we will be able to drift to different shore we wanted to find.. the shoulder i wanted to lie on..
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Had my off dae todae... but was realli boring... i woke up @ 1, surfing the net while waiting for his call... till 3, i decided to go westmall myself.. wanted to get the pants sandra and jiayi got... but he called... so i changed and waited for him.. went over to amk central to get his mouse.. after tat went over to his house, pass his sis those perfume bottles and then slack there... boring... nuthing to do.. he keep setting up his laptop and playing his game... all these.. drag the time to 7. his mum was home and cooked the dinner... there goes my plan... i wanted to dine out..
anyway.. she invited someone home for dinner.. so for the whole dinner i was feeling so uneasy and weird... i dun like that kind of feeling.. i realli tot we could have a nice dinner outside.,.. i was so damn bloody disappointed in him... with everything... and todae... i spent my onli off dae juz like that... i guess i should not care abt him in future.. i can go shopping all i want and he can continue to play his maple.
i shouldn't care.. i wouldn't want to care...
Sunday, July 17, 2005
it had been a long time since i did so much sales.. it feel good... it makes me feel confident and competent.. but... i've decided to leave the job... too tired for this kind of job already... went supper with my friends.. or rather my colleague.. took a cab home... now i dunno where adrian is... not replying my call nor msg...
I am not worried... i'm juz tired.. i wan to sleep... i wun care anymore...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
before they are here...
We are cutting the cake
our family photo
oli and I
okiez.... thankew everyone for giving me such memorable birthdae... hehe...
I'm 20 years old le!!! hehee... Went genting to celebrate my birthdae.. then met up with porkies(include wanqi and oli) and also kelvin.. surprised! anyway... they gave me a watch for my birthdae.... orange color... nice nice watch... thankx buddies!
had our dinner and had some cakes... hehe later will upload some photos... okie... becoz of them... i din meet up with huiling... but realli sorry.. coz they actually set on the date weeks ago... paiseh lahz... somemore next dae i got to work.. i goin to quit soon le... so will be able to enjoy liaoz...
Then got back to work... my colleagues got me an hongbao... hehee... nice nice colleagues but sucky work.. my sales had been poor... i'm goin to eat plain porriage for the month... haiz...
Sunday, July 03, 2005
it had been a week since i was sick... i was down for 4 daes.. thought of dying my hair... thought of doin many things.. but i'm sick... I'm starting to feel lonely... where are my friends... someone pls date me out.. pls... i'm starting to feel lonely..
As for adrian and I... time past realli fast... things seems to be getting from bad to worse.. now.. we are not like couples.. we dun even look like close friends... we are juz two individual walking together.. sometimes, holding hands... heart dun seems to be together... Is this known as relationship? Couples love to take pictures together as memories... but for these 10 months.. we haven take a neoprint or card together.. never had been in his head.. even when i opened my mouth to make the request.. he will turn it down... no room for negotiation..
I can be sure.. 300% sure that he din even look at my picture... things are so different... couples are hugging each other, whispering into each other's ears in the MRT... i realli wanted to have this kind of relationship... this kind of feeling to be cared for...
# i'm being paranoid... but i'm serious... i'm getting tired... i'm sick of this kind of relationship...#
