Dainty Diva
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
Night owls.. hahaaa.. i was talking to weiliang about our old happy times in amkss!!! Weiliang was my partner when we were in sec 1 and we sat beside each other for a year. But we barely talked coz he is really really very shy!!
Well, we were talking abt the acts, the skits our class put up during teacher's day, national day etc. We were one of the best team and we alwayz won with our last min effort.. we are gifted!! haha..
The teacher's day performance which made our teachers cried.. the national day performance which we acted out like ants and the guys filled the trash bags with hair and put them as their butt... so cute!!!! hahaa....
SO many many things and memories that we once shared.. haha.. love them =)
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Went for another event at Alexandra Hospital, the place i hated most. The same passage way, group of people crying outside the ICU wards, the same lift, everything is the same.. juz that she is no longer ard.. I guess shouldn't say much on that, i also dunno how to describe that kind of feeling.. and my heart goes to those family members who were outside the ICU wards today. I could see their fear, worries, anxiety, anger, disappointment...
Today's event was quite alrite and i got to meet this new girl name debbie.. well, she is only like 17, turning 18. I could feel the generation gap between us!!!! she is so immature and adding the word "cool" to almost every sentence. Can't communicate with her..
As for the last week event i've had in padang with rach and hl, the photo turned out to be really very nice.. i should be getting them in these few days bahz..
I'm feeling down, i ought to go to sleep and wake up with a smile on my face... Damn place.. i hate it...
Friday, June 23, 2006
haiz... i look so ghastly in this photo.... well.. i look crap.. real crap!!! i wanted to pull the fringe back, but it ended sticking up, which make me look like astro boy.. haiz.. so no choice! i will stick to my hairband... sickening.. i guess i look better when i'm fair.. time for some bleaching!
Huiling say it really bangs... kaoz.. i dun wan it lahz.. i swear to god that i will never never step into that salon again.. bloody hell... haiz
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
arGh... i went to cut my hair... and again!! i look like a little boy.. damn.. and this time is like they cheated me!!! they say give a rinse, so okie lor i went for thhe hair rinse.. it turned out that the rinse is 10 bucks.!! which made it same price if i go over to Alan for the haircut!! next time i shall juz go straight to alan.. And i think my hair wun look so cock then... Hurmp!!!
i hope that this time, wax can does wonders again.. Argh... i better go get a hairband soon!!! damn damn damn.... next time, i will go for my haircut with louis.. haiz... can my hair juz grow longer overnite..
Peggy is back from bangkok! haha... she helped me to buy my necklaces which are damn cheap lahz.. hahaa.. i will get from her soon!!! thankew girl!!! I still dun have much voice and i juz called up my instructor, he told me to resume my driving lessons only beginning of august.. which is like damn long lahz!! i will need to renew my PDL also haiz..
Louis is back to work after his one day off.... next off day will be on Sunday and i'm praying real hard that there's no OT for him!!! haiz... It's not easy for him, as well as for me.. booooo....
I wanted to hold my birthday party on the 8th july at my cousin house and olivia is having hers as well... i guess i will celebrate with my friends separately bahz.. anyway bishan is too far for the porkies and gang as they stay mainly in the west.. besides that, my family will most prob occupy most of the space.. haiz!!!! Since young, i alwayz wanted to turn 21 soon, so that i will be freed from my mum, but now, i guess 21years old seems no big deal. haiz..
My hp is failing me!! i want to get that w700i but it doesn't have autofocus! then i wan to get w800i but i dun like the color! i want the color of w700i but the function of w800i... dUhz... everyone is asking me what i wan for my birthday.. i really dunno what i wan.. I juz need a handphone that's all... but i want my macbook!!! hahaha... Well well well.... my wishlist is damn long lahz... but i think all of them are somethings which i hope to have. Not necessity but a bonus for me, if i get them!
Monday, June 19, 2006
Well well well.. still no voice.. haiz.. i am really alrite and juz no voice.. i'm so pek chek when my mum give me open ended questions... can she be clever for once?! ask some yes or no questions so that i can nod or shake my head lahz... idiots...
Haiz.. i'm now resting my voice.. communicating thru sms and msn. Harveeen called me juz now and she was really shocked to hear that i've got no voice at all.. she wanted me to rest but i feel really bad that she got to find replacement in the last min and i've gave her more than enough trouble.. poor harveen... ahiz...
I guess i shouldn't go for that saturday event at all.. at least i wun lose my voice and i will be able to work yesterday.. though is 20 bucks diff, but i feel is much more worthwhile. BUT!! i have rach and huiiling, that event really brought us back to the memories we shared back in amkss.. organizing events, hosting them, play along with each other and stuff like that.. it's enjoyable!! hehehe
I got huiling a job.. and i hope she can stay for the whole 2 weeks... please dun throw my face.. haha.. i'm feeling drowsy.. muz be becoz of the cough and fly med..
The doctor finally gave me antibiotics!!! hahaa.... now i muz take two at one time.. haiz.. sickening.. i'm a sick chicken..
Sunday, June 18, 2006
I lost my voice and my stupid mum kept asking me many many questions..
Questions like: How u lost ur voice? what u wan to eat? why u never go see doc in the morning? Why u keep sleeping? Is it trhat u got sore throat? got fever or not? got take medicine or not? etc...
Many many of theh questions which need long long explanations.. i really so angry and pek chek that i've lost my voice... I CAN"T TALK.. can she be clever for once that how am i goin to ans her when i can't even uttter a word... JUZ FUCK OFF..
NOW I HATE ANYONE WHO ASK ME QUESTIONS AND EXPECT ME TO ANSWER. I CAN'T ANS!!! JUZ FUCK OFF AND STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!!!!
I mentioned that i had a bad sore throat.. now i'm having the worst nightmare... I lost my voice again! I can't utter a single word and i have difficulties answering calls.. so everyone pls sms me instead...
Went for the morning event today and i got roasted under the scorching sun. Haiz.. I've applied sunblock on my cheeks and forehead but i missed out my nose, so now, only my nose got sun burnt!! I look like a clown now!!! Both my arms got burnt too.. and i look so weird now, with two tanned arms, one tanned nose, two fair legs and a semi tanned feet!!! all thanx to my stupid shoe.. haiz
rushed home to take a quick shower before rushing off to airport for another event. BUT, i got no voice.. i couldn't utter a single word... damn damn damn....
haiz.. now i'm ignoring everyone who talks to me.. not becoz i am angry with them.. is that i simply can't talk at all.. haiz..
Thursday, June 15, 2006
I got a really bad sore throat that i decided to join in the super long queue to wait for that super good doctor.. I waited for 2 hours and finally i got to see the doc for less than 5 mins.. wonderful.. But the good thing is that the doctor is good and i dun need to pay a single cent for it, juz because i'm a SMU student. I din noe abt it until today!! I thought that only the consultation fee is waived and i still got to pay for the medicine. Apparently, that's not the case!
Well well.. i'm suppose to be out for a my costume fitting but i got stuck in that long long queue when my boss called me up. Haiz.. i wonder if i should give her a call now. She muz be real pissed off now. But no choice!! I wouldn't want to see a doctor if i din taste and see blood oozing out of my throat.. that's scary and it indeed freak me out. Very very bad sore throat that i could hardly swallow things down. It's bad and i got to abstain from chilli till i'm fully recovered. How am i goin to live without chilli!! haiz..
i got to call her now before she decided to sack me...
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
my whole body is aching... and i'm feeling so cold from time to time and the coldness sting into my bone.. Haiz.. i'm so cold inside but so hot outside.. it's as though i'm on fire while drinking cold water...
Finally, i got the chance to tok to louis nicely.. haiz.. i really hate his current job. Or rather, no one would wan her bf to work 6 days a week, sometimes even more than 12 hours a day.
The stupid fever is giving me headache.. Time for medicine again.. =(
I fell asleep almost immediately last nite as i took the flu med.. This morning, i had a hard time getting up, but i still manage to make my way to work. However, when i was about to reach the airport, gilian called me up and told me that i'm not suppose to work today.. haiz.. I called my manager up and she told me that i told her i couldn't work from 15th onwards and so she told me to give her a call whether i can work today. Well.. this is not what she told me! Yesterday evening, she asked if i would be able to work on the 15th, then i told her that it depends whether i get the summer module bid. Though is juz a lie as i wanted the lenovo job. If i manage to get the lenovo job, i wun be able to work on the 15th. Well.. then she told me to keep her informed. Okie.. then, she say that see me tomolo. So i asked if i would be working tomolo. She said yes!!! then she still asked me over to her house to help her with the card sorting thingy. what the hell... I was too sick and tired to argue with her juz now. After i took my med, i can think better now and totally recall what she said last evening.. Just now, she still got the cheek to tell me that she changed all her schedule because i said i wun be able to work from 15th onwards... I TOLD HER I WILL LET HER KNOW AND EVERYTHING IS NOT CONFIRM!!! i guess if i dun get the lenovo job, then i will have to start sending resume then... she is determine to get me out of the airport job... I'm really screwed this time..
haiz.. sometimes i really agree with germaine.. i sometimes really dun like her... she's too bossy...
All i can do now is to pray that i will get the job... i really need the job...
Monday, June 12, 2006
I’m screwed.. I screwed up the interview which I thought would be relatively easy for me… I hate myself for sleeping late last night. I hate myself for indulging in that stupid storybook, which I kept reading on and on, wanting to know what happen to the pitiful Elizabeth. Haiz.. I hate myself. I really do.
When I was filling up the employment form or whatever they call it, I forgot that I’m a smu student. Perhaps I dun feel attached to the sch at all. At the back of my mind, I kept reminding myself that I graduated from Ngee ann poly and did not put anything down for the university column. What the fuck am I doing.
During the interview, when she asked me what I know abt marketing, my mind went blank. I couldn’t remember a single thing except for the detestable face of my lecturer who gave us hell of it. ArGh… I tried to say as much as possible, relating them all to the work experience I’ve had…. I’ve tried nevertheless. I showed her my testimonials and some of the certs that I got from greenbook as well..
So what, when the cert states that I’m the 1st the clinched a deal among the 78 inerns in greenbook. They all mean nothing when I lost my world, I stumbled and I fall.. haiz.. If I have another chance, I would jolly well write the bloody SMU in the column and read up my marketing notes before I got for the interview.. I am never good in marketing, in fact I hate it to the core. Carp
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Went for an event and i looked like a milkmaid hahaa.. there are some photos lahz.. not very clear as i took it with my lousy phone..
When i was goin thru my phone today, i saw 2 pics which i took with my niece.. ahaa.. we two actually look alike!!! let u all see..
We Both got round round face!!! hahaa... today is saturday.. but today got england for world cup... haiz.. Home alone...
Friday, June 09, 2006
lalalaa... went to my boss house to sort out the cards.. but sad to say, no OT pay.!!! No OT pay still nevermind.. Problem is that we ended early!! so i earn 5 bucks lesser!!! kns... haiz... irritating..
got to G2000 and i got 2 shirts.. both are pinkish color.. and i dunno why, i never buy pants.. weird lahz!! i should be getting pants too.. well!! that can wait.. As for my birthday.. i also dunno how i wan to celebrate. My mum asked if i want to invite my friends for BBQ or what. then i'm thinking, my family is already so biggg... almost 40 plus ppl le.. want to scare off my friends mehz.. somemore is like my friends will feel uneasy and i will need to split myself into several parts to entertain my friends.. haiz.. in the end i guess should juz spend my birthday like normal birthday.. 21st years old really dun mean anything to me, unless my parents are willing to get me a car or sth like that to make me feel that i've stepped into adulthood..
So bored... the pay for my current job is really not enough for me... anyway, my boss juz msged me to ask if i'm interested to attend a function, mainly japanese man. And i have to dress in elegant dress and the pay is awesome.. 3 hours for $110.. but i'm afraid it would be sleazy.. so, i shall juz forget it.. but it's really good money,...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
hahaha!!! i went for the costume fitting.. it is soooo fun.. i having so much fun with those mascot hats and stuff like that!! so cuuute.... hahahaa.. i want to work there!! it's really so cute..
But but but... i've been getting serious headaches for the past few days and even migraine.. i even went for the doc!! but things hasn't improve lahz.. i'm still having my giddy and headache.. haiz..
Argh.. my louis is still working.!!!!!! arGh...
Monday, June 05, 2006
hohoho.... I juz got home after a catch up session with brenda... soooo long since i last met up with her!!! oh.. Anthony is really great and brenda's hair is really nice! really really suit her... hahaha... pretty brenda.!!!
I finally got to eat my Ebi burger too.. i had this craving weeks ago and today i finally got to eat it!! fantastic!
Now.. i shall post my photos!!! haha.. those budget photos that we took!!
lala... i love those photos.. it make my face look radiant and nice.. haha~!! see one of the photos! huiling is touching my butt!! hahaha... she's trying to tie my ribbon for me lahz.. haha.. so cute!!!!
Hmm... juz read peggy's blog.. cheer up girl!!! tomolo will be better!!! hehee.... lalalala... we shall meet up one day...!!! haha..
I'm so happy today.!! but it would be better if i get to see louis.. nah... dun think it's possible.. =|
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to huiling,
happy birthday to u!!!!
haha... happy 21st birthday my dear frien.. haha.. we knew each other when we are 12 years old and now u are 21 years old!! hmm.. ALl the best in whatever u do. Hope that u will recover soon. Hope that someone nice will come by ur way. Hope that u will find a job that u like and STAY in the job for years...
Now i shal call u woman from now on... you are no longer a ger..!!! haha... I LOVE U!!! muackz..
Saturday, June 03, 2006
3rd june... 4 months had past juz like that.. number 3 used to be my fav, now, it's still my fav. The only thing that is so different is that it's the number to remind me to cherish those ppl ard me..
well.. i dunno what happened... i cried again last nite, but this time, i din cry myself to sleep. I couldn't sleep.. i was on my bed when my tears juz couldn't stop flowing.. becoz of her? becoz of him? becoz of who.. i dunno..
I looked into the mirror and i hate myself even more.. i cried even more.. why is my face like that?!!! what should i do to restore it back to how it look like 3 months ago!!! i hate it!!!! damn....
Friday, June 02, 2006
today... is a very special day hahaa... the threee broke woman decided to go for lunch together.. so huiling, qiujin and I went to holland viilage's essential brew... we sat down and looked at the menu. The place is great and nice!! Okie.. then that huiling took out her phone and started to add the prices of the food we goin to order to ensure that we did order within our financial limit.. So, we ordered 3 drinks and baby potatoes. When we are juz abt to foot the bill, we each took out 10 bucks and placed it on the table. Qiujin was whining and complaining that she had only 2 bucks left in her wallet hahaa.... we are all broke.. very broke.. The bill came up to 23 bucks and so, we have 7 bucks for change.. Qiujin then took the 7 bucks and we decided that it will be used for our dinner.
We then adjourned to Orchard. Qiujin and Huiling are so broke that they even have to use coins for the bus transport. So, each of them are holding on to their $1.10 while waiting for the bus to come. Qiujin was then happily playing with the coins when she saw this drain. She stopped playing and said that she better stop playing before the coins drop into the drain and she will have no transport fee.. we all lufffed and luffed... hahaa... we cannot imagine how broke qiujin is now as she was once so rich and travel by cab... hahaa...
when we reached orchard, she went over to her bf's mum shop for manicure and get sth from the mum on behalf of his bf... the apple green nail polish is nice. Hmm.. after that we met up with her bf! we walked ard while her bf was cutting his hair.. we walked into the nail print shop, hoping to get an unoccupied machine.. haha.. we spotted one and went in.. we started taking our hps out and starting snapping photos... hahaa... budget... really really low cost.. haha... we took over 60 photos!! I have to admit that my phone is really old and the photos look so blur and sucky as compared to the N70 and samsung phone.. damn.. time for me to change my phone.. anyway!! they are goin to send me the photos soon and i will post it up asap!
what a fun day!! i must really thanx qiujin's bf as he treated me and huiling drink ahhaa... we are so pathetic that he can't help but feel for us.. haha!!!! we really really enjoyed ourselves today, although it's low cost and budget or rather pathetic hhaa... old friends are gold.. i guess we knew each other for abt 9 years, coming to the 10th years soon i guess... so fast...
I love them!!! i am loved too....
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Life is boring now... very very boring.. i've been trying to find things to do.. but there are things that topped my to-do list but i juz refuse to get them started.. well well.. i hate getting headaches, let alone migraine.. i juz hope that they can leave me alone to have my precious beauty sleep each nite. I've got enough pimples and stuff on my face and i really look like a joke now.
Talked to jolene and happy for her that she's now enjoying herself in columbia i think, enjoying weiyi's company and stuff.. i envy them.. experiencing a new school life together.. exploring places, handle work etc together.. hope they will last loong loong..
As for Brenda, i din see her online. Wanted to ask her out for a lunch tomolo as she would be flying off to Chicago in a few days time. I'm gonna miss her.. juz hope that i will get to see her over the webcam and hope that she will be free to entertain me. =) However, i guess HL, QJ and i are meeting up tomolo for lunch or dinner, i'm not too sure of. I wonder if QJ's bf is tagging along as i hasn't seen him before. I guess i got her present all ready except that i din wrap it up. ANway!!! she already seen part of it before in the photo hahaa... she won't mind and i noe she wouldn't hehehe....
I'm so freaking hungry now.. i kept drinking my fav vitasoy, my fav breakfast in poly too.. but it's so much more expensive outside than i bought in poly. In poly, it onli cost me 70cent per pack and now, it's 1.10 outside. Haiz.. i'm too addicted to it that i will juz have to continue buying it.. haha...
arGh,... wonder when i could juz talk to louis.. I've got so much to tell him, but so little time to relate to him.. I dun like starhub becoz of it's service and stuff, now i hate starhub coz it seems it's taking my bf away from me.. **evil**
