Dainty Diva


Wednesday, August 30, 2006

hasn't been blogging for quite sometime.. coz there's nothing interesting to blog for and i dun wish to whine in my blog. School has started since a week ago and all i can say is that, one of my prof really so sucky that i wan to give him a punch on his face. he got this "barcode" hair and we are not trying to be mean but he is really lousy!!!

Today is Mr Pooky's birthday and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!~!! Brenda, Jacq, eugene, jolene and i went tcc to sit down and talk.. a budget way to celebrate birthday but i really really broke.... so sorrry manz... After that, it started raining heavily, we got no choice but to stayed in school till almost 7. Thanx to weiyi as he fetched us home!!! thankew!!!!

argggh... my stupid bank left with such nominal amt that i'm trying to save every bit i could to survive. i still got to get a few textbooks... money.. i need them.. i need my pay badly.. wonder when i'm goin to get my pay.. It has been more than a month since i ended the work, but i juz can't get my pay!!!! =(

Shan blabbering @ 8:53 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Textbooks and textbooks.... this semester's textbooks cost a big big bomb!!! luckily my dear louis actually helped me to borrow the financial calculator from TW. haha.. Thankew TW tooo, though i noe he wun be reading it.. haha.. hmm... brenda needs a financial calculator too but i dun think any other Louis's friend had taken finance during the summer. Haiz.. poor thing..

I need to get another... 1.. 2... 3.. 4... textbooks.. If one big cost abt 40 bucks.. 4 will easily add up to 160. But sad to say, textbooks normally cost more than 40 bucks.. I've tried the second hand store, verts, but nah.. no stock.. arghhh...

I need to buy second hand textbooooooks..... really hope wah wah can find someone to lend me the finance textbooks and I swear that i will take good care of it..

I gonna fail my TP i think.. i will try to find chance to practice my parking!!! i muz pass!!! i'm spending enough money!!!

Shan blabbering @ 5:29 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

a lame modules which is teaching me how to enter characters and alphabets into a textbox. A naggy prof who looks like comfort taxi drivers, except that he din make nasty comments abt the government.

As he proceed on to the next step, he is teaching me how to type and drag down to copy from one cell to the other cells.. Lame isn't it.. and brenda and I are so surprised that, there are indeed ppl who marvel at that, commenting how genius the excel is.

hmm, my the other prof, who happen to be from china, speak real good english.. hahaa.. I've got no prob understanding her and she is quite humorous too.. heheee....

Time to listen to class.... =|

Shan blabbering @ 11:17 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

second day of school had started off with the module that i scared of most. MARKETING. Arghhh... TOday is scary, tomolo is worse!! my class are back to back from 8.30 to 3.15... hohoho... good luck to me and brenda!!! we will survive!!!

I think i really need to take some time to align myself back to the school life, sleeping early and getting up on time. This semester is scary.. FInance, Marketing and Computer Analysis thingy... aiYo.. scary.. can't wait for this sem to be over.. scary....

Shan blabbering @ 7:13 PM

My hols ended and for the whole hols, i am proud of myself that i at least starting to learn how to cycle!! hehee..

school started today... This sem will be super duper hectic with the finance and marketing.. but i got my super duper bren.. haha..

lala... today was the LTM and the freshies were quite friendly =) at least i wun hold myself back when talking to them.. haha.. i am soooo friendly.. haha.. Glad to know more ppl from SMU lahz.. at least enjoy some student life.. haha..

My driving sux anyway.... i am not a morning person.. never a morning person.. and i drive like shit in he morning.. i almost banged into a mercs and then another SSDC car... oh crap!!!

lalaa.... i will be alrite when sept pass... my driving test will be over, so will my braces thingy i hope.... crap crap... i'm praying hard...

Shan blabbering @ 1:04 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

last nite, i thot things are okie.. coz i manage to tkae some bread down.. but now, although my stomach is no longer bloated, i dun feel like eating. Perhaps, i'm recovering and what's bothering me is something else, or someone. Someone who is very impt to me.

I dun like how things are like now.. So, i chose to read storybooks day and night. Storybooks are good because they really make me forget abt the time, abt everything, the story would go on and on. I dunno if things would get better and things are full of uncertainties, but there is nothing i could do to turn it better. So, i chose to leave it alone.

School is starting soon and i got this email that my school library is goin operate till 12 midnight everyday, from monday to friday... If u think that no one would be in the library after 10, u are wrong. Very wrong. There are hardcore muggers in SMU and they will stun u with their knowledge abt the particular lesson as they will read them up willingly before each lesson. I guess the only way i could survive in there is not thru study hard, is thru study smart... coz ppl there are too smart and it doesn't work when u can memorize all the stupid long theories and know nuts abt applying them. SO, i decided to study smart with my smart bren.

Life sux now.. sucky.. but storybooks made life a bit tolerable and talking bren made life sweeter.. =)

Shan blabbering @ 3:30 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

hmm... went for my dental appointment at NUH and i got a fright of my life.. I almost collapsed while i'm on my way to the hospital.. BAD STOMACH caught a BAD FLU... I was so damn late coz i went to see a doctor before making a trip down to NUH. ArgGhhh.. i stood throughout the whole journey and it was definitely torturous.

Wonder what leads to the bad stomach flu... my appetite hasn't been good since a week back, but i dun think i took any special food or stuff... argggghh.... i hate vomiting.. the after taste is like.. arggghhh... i really hope my stomach can recover soon.. i want to take nice nice food. =|

As for my teeth, i got two abnormal tooth and jaws.. so i need to be sent off to see a specialist. My whole body is abnormal manz.. my eyes, my teeth and even my jaws. I think if i were to die now, i will be kept and undergo scrutiny of many medical students... crap crap...

I can only start my braces after my specialist consultation on thhe 12th of sept and extraction of 4 tooth, excluding my wisdom tooth... FANtastic... arghh... it's gonna be painful...

After my NUH dental appointment, i went back school to attend the meeting.. ALl the other TAs except me are from JCs and they are so involved in CCAs.. they were so enthu in whatever school activities and were like discussing abt their cca records in oasis... Oh well.. i'm not interested in those CCAs in SMU and i will be more than happy if i can spend as little time in school as possible. But, things seems a bit more hectic this semester... 5 days week and 6 modules... Juz hope that things will be alrite manz... I wan to graduate soon and start working.... i need vitamin M badly..

my life will be full of crap from next week on..
-School
-Intensive driving lessons
-Driving Test
-Specialist consultation
-weekly consultation for braces

Shan blabbering @ 6:22 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

it was raining sooooo heavily this afternoon!!! Brenda and I were almost drenched even when we were both holding on to our own umbrella.. Anyway, we headed for school to hand in several forms and pay my fees. Then, we had our yummy lunch in the hong kong cafe. The place is with nice ambience and a large variety of food to choose from. Brenda and I took a loooong time to decide what we want to eat!!! hahaa... I tried the oven-baked cheese spag which is quite nice, except that i prefer to have chili seasoning to go with it. Nowadays, I simply can't dine without chili. =_=""

I couldn't stand my heavy and thick hair, so i went to cut my hair again.. argghh.. i suppose to keep my hair long buutt, i really can't stand the thick hair!!!

A nice shopping trip today, but Bren was complaining that she din get to buy her bag. haha.. school is starting sooooon... argghh.. =|

I want my pay... i'm soo broke now..

Shan blabbering @ 9:24 PM

Thankew brenda.. because of brenda's fabulous recommendation, i've changed my blog skin. It look so fresh now..

I've changed a new skin for my blog, but i can't change my life. I wanted to get reborn, to have a new life all over again, but i still wan my louis to be my bf.

I simply hate everything now. Perhaps, i need to take up a module on how to love my life... how to appreciate life.. Grrrrr..... I'm whining..

Shan blabbering @ 2:28 AM

Monday, August 14, 2006

Ho Ho Ho~!! Had a great weekend!! Love the fireworks over at the esplanade!! it's sooooo pretty.. I'm as lazy as brenda and hate to resize photos.. I will get it upload soon.. hahaa...

Time flies, it's only a week away from the start of school. SUCKS.. will be back to those time when i will put one big tag in front of my seat and trying to find things to talk in class. It's torturous. Well, this semester will be better coz i have my good buddy cum study mate with me for almost all modules.. hahaa!!! I love studying with bren.

Hang in there ger.. things will be alright.. juz smile!!!! I loooove you hehee..

**i still can't find my eyedrop.. hell..

Shan blabbering @ 2:08 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

Oh great... i've misplaced my viscous eye-drop prescribed by the doc.. shiiiitt... i remembered i took it out of the plastic bag and kept reminding myself that i couldn't afford to misplace it, so i placed it at a very prominent place so that i can easily remember it.. But shit.. my brain stopped recording what i did and where i placed it.. well done.. now the most prominent place has become the safest place for the medicine to hide in.. i can't find it..

searched high and low, every bag of mine, every drawer and compartment, but nah.. it's not there!!! how i wish i have that all in one remote control in my hand so that i can rewind to the past to see where i put that damn thing.. arggghhh.... i need my medicine.. is a prescribed medicine!!!! i can't get it else where...arghh.. enough of the cursing and swearing.. time to get back to the search..

bad luck streak...

Shan blabbering @ 3:34 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

from now on, i promised myself to learn how to speak tactfully.. i've read from one of the storybooks and find a scheme really interesting. Perhaps, i should implement that scheme too, that is to fine me whenever i juz blabber out things without using my brains... perhaps in this way, i will learn how to speak tactfully.. haiz..

i guess i really offended many ppl with this irritating mouth and useless brain of mine... haiz.. I'm sorry people...

Shan blabbering @ 10:20 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

Finally, i've cleared some of my comms service hours!! Went over to Zhenghua primary on the 7th to set up our "games booths".. haha.. it's quite lame actually and we juz made some boards and blew some balloons to decorate it. haha.. Afterall, the booths are set up for those primary 1 and 2 kids, who are too young to appreciate artistic stuff. After setting up the booths, we went over again today to facilitate the booths. Brenda, Louis, wah and many others actually make today more bearable. Those kids were like jumping around, beyond control. I really pity and at the same time, respect those teachers who have to tolerate all the noise pollution and find all ways to get them quiet down. hellish.

brenda was saying that i should take photos of those kids as it's a rare sight to see all pupils wearing the same red tees with black hair.. hahaa... They are primary school kids who people called innocent angels. But today, they were like devils flying around, beyond control.

Booo.... school is starting real soon, but this semester will be better than the previous semester i think, coz i have brenda with me!! hahaa.. oh ya girl, dun angry k? i noe i was rude that day.. =X i really din realized.. sorrie ya? Hope u can find ur own space real soon... =) LOVE YA!!!! haha...

Shan blabbering @ 12:31 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Half a year has gone by. Really hope she is getting on fine in the other world.

Shan blabbering @ 6:23 PM