Dainty Diva
Saturday, December 31, 2005
It's new year eve.. and there dark clouds.. and rain.. The weather makes me sleepy..
Oh ya.. I had a weird dream last nite. I dreamt that I'm in my wedding gown and has this long long veil which falls to the ground.. hehe.. I'm holding to a lily bouquet with peals lining... nice bouquet.. I could see huiling, qiujin, jiayi, sandra, weiling, joyce, bren, jolene. etc.. and i'm smiling.. smiling sweetly..
But... there's one thing i'm not sure.. i dunno who is the groom.. haha.. i can't see the face of the groom.. hmm.. weird dream.. AND... i dream that me teeth ARE dropping.. I better visit a dentist soon. oh god.. that's the worst nightmare...
....... Will it just stop raining .....
Friday, December 30, 2005
I've got a long long sleep and a nice one as well.. haha.. that's what i call quality sleep.. It had been some time since i slept so well. hehee.. i guess next time i will pull out my house phone in my room so that there's no disturbance when i sleep.
the sky looks dark, it's goin to rain soon i guess... but i wanted to go swimming.. i wan to learn cycling.. it's time for me to auction my calvin klein summer frangrances, pour femme and por homme. Oh ya.. as well as that prada... i need money.. and i will get money from those perfume.. wonder if i should auction the CKone summer as well.. or should i give it to my brother.. hmm.. i guess i need money more... haha..
Watched "The family Stone" @ PS.. hehee.. quite a nice show.. short and sweet.. It made me luff, it touched my heart and made me cried... Quite a good show...
Oh ya.. I've got mosquito bites all over.. and it's all from my house.. it seems that my room is infested with all types of pest... shit.. i better get rid of them tomolo. Argh.. School is starting soon, while i'm still in the hols mood.. i wan a longer hols! I dread goin to school and completing my CIP. I wondering if there's a shorter and easier route to get my Magma..
I wan to sleep soon.. dunno what to do for tomolo.. i better get myself down to some work.. i need to tidy up my room before i see baby mosquitos and cockroaches... haiz... I'm lazy.. =(
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Argh.. i never noe that steve is such a joker until i tok to him in comms 100.. and now.. i din noe that he's so good in suaning people till i experienced it todae...
I was welcoming him back to singapore.. I'm trying to be so friendly!!!! He told me that he never knew i can look good after looking at my display pic.. then of course i thanked him!!! then i asked if there's a world diff.. and he said "the you in school look like hell and the photos look abit better than hell"... =_="" what a compliment. Nvm.. he still added that i look like a geek in school... I guess i do look like one.. hahaa...
Anyway.. i really hope that there will be more girls in my class next semester.. if not it's really pathetic to see 5 or 6 girls sitting in a class of more than 40 people... Hmm.. i guess it is hard for me to borrow a pad if my "auntie" caught me by surprise.. haha... Anyway.. i will miss my old class.. i dread goin to sch at 8.30am.. i've got 2 or 3 days like that.. i din even bother to look at my timetable to see which modules on which day.. i will do it after my new year celebration, when i got my mood to go back studying.. boOoooo...
I'm not feeling happy.. for the past few days... Nothing cheer me up.. I juz wan to indulge myself in my dreamland.. Ican't find the reason why.. I juz feel unhappy.
It might be becoz school is starting soon.. I really hate goin ard knowing new friends.. I hate to once again experience those norming stage at project work.. I had enough when i'm in poly and at work.. I dun like to keep smiling to ppl when i dun feel like it.. but when i dun smile, ppl think that i'm angry, sad or sth negative... Argh... I wan back my old class? I no longer wants to know more friends.. To me.. the quantity is not at least important.. it's the quality that's count...
I want to see bren early in the morning.. i wan to see pooky who is full of nonsense... I wan to see starfish.. I wan to see everyone back in the old class.. =(
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
On bad luck... Everything is against me...
My dear huiling... she suddenly realised the heart pain for the 500 bucks and decided to "sell" the package away... she need me to find ppl to take over.. erm.. but i dunno if anyone will be interested.. Huiling arh.. i thought can go gym and spa with u, so i decided to sign on the package with u.. but.. now.. DUN tell me u wan me to go spa alone arhz... *bleah* i hate u for that arhz...
I'm so unlucky.. i bought 4D.. i dun think got chance to win le lahz... haiz...
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
I've no choice but to agree that life is unfair... din want to tok to anyone in my family... went out early in the morning for my driving lesson.. Stupid me.. i duno how to cycle and i dunno how to drive too... i keeep "si che" haiz.. somemore in the middle of those main road.. diaoz... the instructor and other drivers were luffing at me... I juz can't do things well.. I'm really useless...
But i manage to swim and stay afloat!!! at least, i manage to swim with my head sticking up.. haha... anyway... my niece swims like a fish.. so fast... can't catch up with her.. so dui lian..
=_=""
I muz learn how to cycle.. i will learn how to cycle... I'm still angry with my mum... * petty me*
Monday, December 26, 2005
My stupid brother got drenched into the rain on christmas eve.. and now.. he is having a fever.. He's on his way to Thomson Medical Hospital to see the doctor. I'm thinking.. I really dunno why is my mum so anxious when he's having a 38.4 degrees fever.. It's not a high fever and.. She wasn't even anxious when i've got fever of 39degrees and above..
Thats the difference.. between me and my brother.. When my brother is sick, my mum will brew those "liang cha" and so worried abt him. She can even trouble my cousin to bring my brother to the hospital in the middle of the nite. How abt me? When i've got a high fever, that's 39 degrees and above, she merely put cold towels on my forehead. I woke up myself to take my medicine... I will have to wait till the next morning before i make my way to the doc... Things were the same even when i had a fever of 39.4 degrees.. is that fair?
yesh.. i'm independent.. maybe she noes that i noe how to take care of myself. But how abt my brother? He's old enough to take of himself too.. I wonder if she wants to follow my brother into the NS to take of him... he's a forever baby...
Perhaps is the biasness of my mum.. i hate my boyfrien to treat other people better than treating me.. i hate it when i dun get loved.. Will i be as bias as my mum when i have my own kids? I really really hate it...
Call me a Loser.. i dunno how to cycle.. i've learnt for abt 1 hour.. and still.. i can't cycle.. In the end.. my butt hurts, my ankle and feet hurts... booOooo... I wan to go swim tomolo..
No mood to blog... boOoOoo...
Saturday, December 24, 2005
Hm.. received a couple of chrsitmas present... hahaa... one from my brother as well... So i must say.. i love my brother a lot.. This year i'm really broke.. so juz made a wallpaper for him... hehe.. He love me as well.. so he wun mind.. =P
From my brother:
From Eugene and Jacq:
From weixiang:
This is the christmas present i give to my brother... becoz i dun have a photo taken together with my brother... so will use mine as the main.. haha.. pathetic.. i;m goin to take a photo with my brother soon.
Hahaha... yeah.. so nice of them... and i heard that my dear huiling is goin to give me chicken haha.. becoz chicken give eggs( sheng dan) hahaa.. she's lame.. but i love her.. i'm loving everyone..
Thankew eugene for the noodle from HK hahaa...
Friday, December 23, 2005
I love myself.. So i've this as my desktop background...
It's so nice.. thankew huiling hahaa... U make my day.. bleah!
HUiling is my babe.. haha.. she is so nice to edit the photo for me...
anyway.. the sky is dark.. my face is gloomy... argh... i hope my chrsitmas will not be like that...
I can't sleep even in this cool and rainy weather.. What's wrong with me.. I woke up with the same frustration i'm experiencing yesterdae. Today is another bad day for me, no smiles, no laughter.. The smiling me is hibernating...
I shouted at my mum early this morning when she asked if i need any breakfast. How unfilial i am. Today, I'm the nasty me. I'm the bad tempered me. I'm the unreasonable me. I'm the attitude me. I'm not me anymore...
Forget it.. no one will understand.. I'm juz feeling down.. Thou i noe the reason, I dun wish to share with anyone.. I'm selfish..
What the hell... Why am i having insomnia during hols?? I could sleep perfectly well for the past few weeks.. And now.. I'm again having trouble getting to sleep... It's a torture for me.. I'm feeling down, i need to sleep.. yet i just can't sleep.. Diaoz...
I'm so frustrated now.. screaming at everyone, anyone.. I had my MSN on.. yet in the "appeared offline" mode. Coz.. I'm in no mood to tok to anyone.. I surf the net, looking for cafes and food. It's only food which can cheer me up.
I'm not happy... I'm feeling down... I'm no longer smiling.. aRgH.. What's happening to me... It's not PMS.. It's not moodswing.. It's nothing of that sort.. All i knoe is that.. I'm unhappy..
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Juz came back from my auntie house... had a small family gathering as all my 3 close cousins were there. They were discussing abt the batam trip. Haha... they are afraid that there might be bombs and terrorist there... erm.. i really hope there isn't. They were saying that I should had my driving lessons and test long time ago so that i will be able to send them there. Then, i replied them by telling them how jialet my driving skill is and how i almost got into accidents... they were luffin like shit...
Anyway.. I'm not feeling good... I'm not happy.. It's a cold day.. Juz like my life...
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Talked to RMS.. He din go America.. First, he wasted his air tix to France and now another tix wasted. He said that his Boss called him back to work.. I was telling him that he should juz off his phone and go off since he's on overseas leave. If i were him, i will juz tell my boss that i'll break my bond once i'm back.. haha..
He's so worried that his mum will kill him.. and he's so damn pissed with his boss. he said " i wanted to tell my fucking boss that my tix cost more than his pay la!" This is exactly what he told me over MSN.. haha... I guess the 2 wasted tix add up will be more than 10 k le.. hahaa... anyway he said that he will try to go over for 4 days.. so i still have hope to get my tees.. haha..
Anyway... I really hope to go overseas next year.. if possible, bangkok.. i want to shop till i drop... I'm not greedy.. i dun need to be like kelvin.. i juz need a economy class air tix..
I'm a reckless driver.. and i will be one in the future... Not only reckless i guess.. I will be a blur one as well. I was making a 90 degrees right turn, when i tuen the steering wheel too early.. and almost hit the kerb. The second time was even worse.. i turned in.. and almost hit the BMW on the other lane. My instructor was shocked, the BMW driver was terrified, and i'm embarassed. I really think that i can't drive well... My instructor consoled me that it's alwayz like that for beginners. But i guess i'm the most stupid and worst student he ever had.
Argh.. So ashamed of myself.. Next time i guess i will never dare to drive ppl ard.. Haiz.. I wonder how my cousin-in-law drive in batam. How can one person drive along a road where there's no road guard and road lights... I really dun dare to sit in a car which drives along this kind of road at 100km/h...
I hated my stupidness... I wan to have a sense of direction. I want to know my way to places.. I want to be smarter..
Monday, December 19, 2005
Went for my driving lesson. Uncle threw stun. As i was abt the end my lesson, i stopped the car, detached the safety belt, and wanted to go over to the passenger seat. Diaoz... Uncle said, "why u move? Sit there and continue to drive to Yio Chu Kang." I was stunned. I dun wan to die yet, i dun think my dad bought any accident insurance for me lehz..
Anyway, went into the main road... everything was quite alrite, just that i dun like ppl staring at me... as though i'm a freak.
Went for my facial... quite good... so comfortable that i fell asleep... Then, i experience a sharp pain in my heart, coz i spent 500 bucks for a package... argh!!! nvm lahz... if i wan to be pretty.. i need to spend some money... haiz..
I'm hungry.. I'm putting on weight.. damn... i saw my fats le...
argh... I juz got to know that Nicholas msged weiling yesterdae nite too.. is juz that weiling the piggy saw the msg only this morning... ArGh.. I'm sorry weiling.. to make u worry as well... I wonder how more ppl are implicated in this misunderstanding.. I'm feeling real bad now..
Goin for my facial later at 4.. bleah bleah bleah...
I made the whole world go looking for me... My brother calling me on my hp, msging me, even called Nicholas... Someone who i have long lose contact with. Nicholas is a policeman, so he will be able to make the report for me if i'm really lost. My cousin, priscilla got so panic when my brother called mingwei to contact adrian thru maplestory to see if he noes where am I... My mum was worried sick..
41 missed calls, 15 sms.... I was shocked when i saw it.. I was wondering what had happen at home.. Nothing had happened to them, they were juz worried that sth had happened to me. I had silent my hp as it's running low batt. I din check my phone if there's anyone looking for me...
I really really want to apologise to everyone for worrying about me... I really hope to say "sorry" to my family members. I wanted to say "sorry" to my mum when i saw her sitting upright waiting for me. I wanted to say, yet i juz can't let it out of my mouth. It's the stubborn me again. I hate to admit that i'm in the wrong.. I'm feeling really bad right now for disturbing everyone's sleep, for making them worried. I'm sorry... I'm really really sorry....
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Argh... I juz realised that the old scar on my eyelid is swollen again.. Oh shit!! Did santus claus hear me wrongly? i Wanted it on my RIGHT upper eyelid, not on the left... damn... my eyelid is now red and swollen... argh..
I'm in no mood to blog anymore.. Blur Santus Claus... I no longer need another double eyelid.. Juz stop the swell... Let it dissappear... =_="""
Oh ya.. Did i mention that i saw Jason Yeo yesterdae and i bought a levis jeans? Erm.. i dun think so...
Saw Jason Yeo- my secondary school classmate cum good friend- at essential brews. He is now the hunky jason.. haha.. His arms is as big as my tighs muscle.. or even bigger? Anyway, I'm really happy to see him as it had been ages since i last get in touch with him.
Had retail therapy last nite... A retail therapy costing me 139.50 gone. My dear huiling arhz, thou retail therapy works for me, it's causing me heartpain as well ya? haha... Spent that near $140 on one levis jeans. A jeans which I went in, saw it, like it, try it and buy it. diaoz.. i also dunno why... but i like the jeans lahz... There's another similar jeans with those crumpled kind of feel is under 15% off. That means that i will be saving near 30 bucks. But i'm stubborn. I can be very stubborn that i still choose the one i fancy at first.. haha...
Oh ya... saw the prmotion Angelsky is having now. It is a diamond facial wash for onli $29 bucks and it's limited to new customers only... i will try.. i will go book the appointment today.. It's time to go for my lunch... I'm tired.. my right upper eyelid is swollen.. I can't put my contact lens in..
Stupid RMS... he lied to me!!! I really tot that he's goin Philadelphia to study... Bleah!!! Everyone tot that he had break his bond.. leaving on MOnday nite to study... BLEAH!!! He is juz goin there for 1 month hols... coz.. he did not turned up on that day to break his bond.. His mum is waiting for him now in states. I guess he will be dead meat when his mum noes that he did not break the bond.
I must really salute his mum for willing to pay 75,000 bucks to break his bond, and buying him a BMW juz becoz she likes it... what the... This kind of ppl do exist. I'm glad that i went thru all those shitty work and stuff to let me learn the value of money... How each dollar counts... I'm contented with my life now.. (though i do complain abt how life sux =_="")
Stupid kelvin, waste my time to choose that sweater for him... bleah him... Anyway, he did make up for it by treating us to fondue, ice cream, drinks, tibits and everything. The funniest thing is that he wanted me to video his first time of using HIS own credit card to pay for things... hahaa... so cute... My dear Kelvin arhz, dun luff at ppl's credit cards limit when u are not yet having ur own credit card.. Now when u get ur own card, u can luff back at urself.. haha... Not everyone is like ur mum.. haha...
when we were at essential brews, he is back to himself, using his mum's card.. hhaha... he made a comment, "It hurts to use my own money.." Yah... thats why i've been trying to save on this and that.. Thats why i feel the pain when my Ibook got scratched.. I feelt tha pain when my clothes were spoilt...
Anyway, watched the show, "The Descent". A super gross show... that scare me out of my wits... So gross that i almost puked my fish and co, all those ice creams out... *puke* It's all those bloody scenes where people landed in a pool of blood, fractured legs, bone protruding out... I can feel the PAIN... Oh god...
=Michael & Kelvin =
They look like Sisters hahaa....
= A day out with bunch of NS freaks =
= Cock Face =
=Adrian & I =
=RMS & I=
*Michael refuse to take picture with me... hahaa...
Yeah... My hair is dry and i'm really to go into my lala~ land.. Oopz... Birds are chirping.. It's dawn.. oOpz.. It's 6.47am my dear friends... Good Morning!!!!
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Finally... My dear RMS (Rich Man Son), kelvin is goin overseas to study. His mum must be very happy. Kelvin is the blurest person i have ever came across.. he dunno what Cze Cha is.. and the funniest thing he did was to run all the way back to the coffeshop to ask the uncle, "why did u put cold water in a container above the bullfrogs?" haha... Michael, Adrian and I were luffing like hell... He's so funnie, cute and blur... I will miss him lots when he's overseas.
Got to meet him, michael and adrian for a dinner.. i guess more like supper... I wonder if he has told his mum that he had signed on... I wonder if his mum really pay to break the bond... or he has just disrupt his work to go overseas... i shall ask him tonite... haha...
Wonder what to wear todae... should wear skirt.. coz it's goin to rain.. I'm goin to have my fish and co soon.. so happy... I love my new blogskin!!! hehee....
Friday, December 16, 2005
yeah... finally saw sth i like.. This blogskin is sth so diff from my past blogskin i've used.. But i like it.. hehe...
I've accepted Charlene's offer.. So, i shld be goin for the x-ray thingy and the moulding in january.. I will have sometime to work and earn some money for the braces thingy.. I really dun wish to use my parents money for it... Juz take it as I'm stubborn...
I wanted to go facial... the Angelsky, at Orchard Meridien. It's abt 50 bucks, which includes a one day spa and facial. Not bad, not bad.. can consider.. hehe..
Now i need nothing but money.. and a designer to help me design my room... I need some paint, some furnitures and some decorations.
Oh ya.. I juz got to noe that there's this new pub.. Ministry of Sound (MOS).. so cool!! haha... shall visit one day.. heheee...
I'm hungry.. forever hungry...
Fell real sick.. i lay on my bed for close to 17 hours... and i'm forever hungry... I ate full meals.. but 2 hours after that.. I'm hungry again.. gobbled up 3 pieces of bread... those white bread.. Imagine me eating something i hated so much!!! I guess.. if my mum were to buy me chicken rice, i will finish it up as well...
I'm now healthy and alrite again.. no more running nose.. no more fever... no more body aches.. I'm me again.. ready for another shopping spreee.... hehee... I'm hungry now... shit...
Thursday, December 15, 2005
I'm finally down with flu.. and the virus hit my vocal cord as well.. It's recovering after my 17 hours of sleep... My voice is coming back...
Called up Charlene- my teaching assistance's friend- who is a trainee dentist. I want to put braces... The cost is about $2200 and will need to wait for ard 1.5 years... that's long i noe.. I wonder how much will it cost if i were to go to private doctors. I really dun wish to spend so much on my teeth...
Argh... My whole body is still aching.. and i'm feeling hungry.... whats wrong with me... I've taken 4 meals today and i'm still hungry... now i'm left with bread... crap.. i dun like plain white bread.. how many times must i repeat this to my mum... *puke Blood*
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
I'm feeling drowsy after my medicine... I'm falling asleep..
Had another driving lesson. This time round.. I've learnt to change gear and when to change.. But.. my U-turn sux... the uncle luff at me when my hands were "entangled" up during one of the U-turn... =_=""" Anyway... i think my instructor not too good lehz... keep telling me to do "aggaration" when i ask him when is the turning point... besides that.. my braking skills still sux... But i'm good at emergency brakes.. hahaa...
I kept saying that i need to tidy my room, to prepare for the new year. I really really got down to work today, hoping that i can tidy up everything by 6pm. Who noes! My mum told me not to tidy first as she is goin to dump more things into my room to make place for the buffet thingy.. I"M ANGRY... I wonder when can i tidy up my things, draw up my shopping list and shop for the things i wanted.
Besides that, i will need to make appointment with the dentist as i want to put braces. I know i will look extremely ugly with braces on, but i dun care.. I wonder if they offer dental care at AMK polyclinic, i dun wan to look for private dentist for my teeth... I need to save money...
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Slept till 2 plus 3 today.. Went over to my auntie house... It had been a long time since I last seen my auntie and the 4 devils. Joris has slimmed down after her prolong fever, while jeris is still hoping around like a little bunny. I've bought a packet of chicken rice for them, who knows.. the 4 little devils refuse to eat and I had to finish up the packet of chicken rice... SUCKY... disgusting...
I'm so irritated by my running nose.. Got better after taking the medicine.. but my nose is so red!!! It's not yet christmas.. i dun wan to be a red nose Raindeer!!!
I alwayz fall sick.. fall sick when ppl ask me out for Mambo.. or events... I will fall sick when I need to go for a night out... What's wrong with me... Am i allergic to the word "chiong" or the word "mambo" or the word "party"
Hey girls... do me a favour ya... i will call u all when i'm well for the nights out again... but please dun ever mention that word to me ever again.. I'm sick of getting sick.. and i guess my doctor is sick of seeing me every now and then... I swear.. I will call u all...
Monday, December 12, 2005
Many things happened todae...
First... My "auntie" is visiting me.. and will swear to stay for at least 1 week.. I'm sick of it... haiz..
Secondly.. It's my first driving lesson and so far so good... will be having my second lesson soon.. most prob on wednesday.
Thirdly.. Went out with that Jinx huiling... bought so many stuff... Hate myself for spending so much money todae....
Lastly... got back my results.. i dun see this kind of results in my poly... I'm awoken and disgusted with myself... arGh... i swear to work hard next semester... !!!!!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
yeah... goin to start my driving lessons soon... But my throat is giving me problems... i've a terrible sore throat... I'll need to go sch tomolo to print my assignments out and then churn them in...
My mum is driving me crazy with her persistent questioning skills... I hate it... My nose is red and sore... evertyhing is against me... damn.. i need a break... !!! Why didn't take flu medicine yesterdae when i see a doc?!!! damn damn...
Saturday, December 10, 2005
I want to noe my result... Why is everyone getting their results but I'm not getting mine... What are my prof doin?! I want my results.. At the very least, i can get sad and even cry over my results, but smile on the christmas... hahaa...
Friday, December 09, 2005
Today is my last day of comms 100!! I've finally got out of this shit. Though my english really sucks, i dun think i will fail this module. If i really did, i should slap myself. Anyway, the small class i've had in comms 100 has started to get "warmer". Cliff and michelle, who claimed that they are siblings, but steve and terence think they are just trying to "smoke" us. We have clarissa-the national figure skater-who look real unfriendly when she first stepped into the class. We have the Ah beng Mark, Funnie Lawrence, the duo Kelvins, crappy steve and idiot terence. We form another happy family!!
In our this small little class, we have this outlier. One gal who "parrot" after the prof, rephrased the sentence and passed it out as a new idea. Besides that, she often smile and mumble to herself as though the guys on the other side of the class will be mesmerised by her. Today, she really got so irritating that I shouted, "can she just shut up?!" Oopz.. I might not be very loud for everyone to hear it, but I'm sure that she will be able to get me as she's juz somewhere behind me. Imagine someone asked if those comments should be written on paper when the prof had just make herself very CLEAR that we are supposed to do that. What the hell... Since she feels so proud of herself for making "constuctive" and "special" comments which no one else can. OF COURSE NO ONE ELSE CAN BEAT HER INTO IT!! she's so damn bloody crap. She had irritated so many ppl that, even michelle starts yelling at her. haha...
She is just like another linghui, but a "louder" linghui. She's so proud of herself and thinking that she's pretty. I really hope not to see her ever again, coz her unshaved armpit had really disgusted me. I wonder if terence smells anything when he's beside her for the review thingy.. haha...
As for the bloody prof, she really pissed me off today by playing "taiji" and "qigong" with me. I threw her a very simple question-"when to use was written, and when should we use had been written". Guess what she says? She said that there are times when singaporeans had taught the wrong English and this could be one of them. Since she said that, I asked her for her view and answer to it in the American way. Then she shot me back by saying it's not between british and America English, it's abt grammar. Fine, i asked her what's the correct answer to it. She threw the questions back to the class by asking, " So class, What do you think?" PISSED OFF... I really gave her that kind of pissed off face. Besides that, she often turn to screensaver mode or even hibernating when ppl are presenting. Wah kaoz... The class is so boring and before the students fall asleep, she's dozing off. What a good role model.
Anyway, i felt that she feels she had taught us well, but I dare to say that my class was left to "zi sheng zi mie". No correct ans from her side, no preparation, all she did was group and class discussion. After wasting 20 hours and 29 bucks on the textbook, i benefited nothing. All i can say is that i'm more confused than ever. My primary school teacher can do a better job since she is able to explain to me the differences and uses of those past perfect tenses and past participles.
BoOO her!!!!
Juz got home from sandra's wedding @ conrad not long ago. It was a romantic and sweet wedding, with wonderful ambience! I would want to hold my wedding in hotel as well... At the start of the dinner, andy gave sandra a big surprise. Andy caught sandra by surprise by opening the ballroom door without any cue or signal... Andy held on to sandra's hand and led her to the stage. On the stage, Andy knelt down, declaring his love for sandra. This had touched many of us and we almost teared. Although we are sitting far from the stage, we could see how touched and happy sandra was. We are truly happy for sandra..
Here are some photos taken with my Handphone.. so it's a bit blur... bear with it.. and i will upload the digital photos asap. Oh ya... Juz now i was removing my makeup.. i realised how much makeup i've put on my face todae... haiz... so bad for my skin.. anyway... Got fever todae.. Not a good day.. so i look sucky... =(
Before i go out...
In Sandra's Suite...
In Sandra's Suite toilet...
With the "sisters"...
In the lift...
At the end of the day... *tired*
Thats the end... I've got lesson tomolo... arghh....
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Sth is really wrong with me somehow.... I keep falling asleep on trains, buses and even cars... yet i juz can't fall asleep on my bed... WHY?! Weird... Anyway... thought of resting a while before goin for sandra's wedding dinner.. But called the two pigs- pig no.1 Chen Jiayi & pig no.2 Lew weiling, and no one answer the phone calls.... =_=""
Luckily i still have joyce... they really fit the saying, " if they are reliable, female pig will climb tress." I'm so bloody tired.... I've got another assignment to do, argumentative essay. I'm hungry again.. this time no more maggiee, but nissin!! I juz simply love nissin becoz I dun need to wash the dishes... I noe i'm lazy... that's why i'm known as a pig as well.. proudly belongs to porkies group hahaaa...
I wonder if terence read my blog.. hahaa.. but we were really having hard time in the comms class that i decided to take photos hahaa... here are those photos!!!!
I noe my face is weird... but.. i like it... it really shows the unfriendly side of me!!! hahaa... no lahz.. disgusted by the prof present haha...
This is clarissah... a helpful and sweet girl.. She has the same unfriendly look as me when she dun smile hahaa... =)
Though i'm really sad to have a ____ prof... but i get to noe many nice people like cliff, jeff, michelle, and clarissah... so nice to noe them... hahaa... I will miss them when the comms end.. haha.. Oh ya.. terence... I really insist that u use the phrase "to my horror" than unfortunately in the complain letter... remember arhz.. hahaaa..
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Came back from bugis... Went to look for a dress, a belt, and many things... But came back with nothing.. hahaa... I'm very very hungry now, but I'm so sick of magiee meee...
Comms class today was the worst class of all. The prof was the worst ever prof i've came across. I truly support what terence said, "if u think shirley james is the worst, wait till u see sara vaalentino" Now, u can imagine how bad she is.
Right from the first day till today, she did not voice out any comment or tried to correct any of our mistakes. All she did was to throw the questions to us and ask us what we think. She can be standing there for 4 hours doing nothing but "hosting" the lesson. She did not teach, nothing of that sort.
I'm wasting my 20hours on this stupid module.... arGh... Everyday, I'm there just to earn my participation marks and clock my 20 hours. =_="" I've got this presentation thingy tomolo.. But i really dun see the point of doin it... haiz.. I'm glad that terence is drafting his complain letter. I'm truly disgusted by her..
Oh ya.. I blamed the wrong person for the broken lip moisturiser... It's my MUM... I really really so pissed off with her... I'm really not in a good mood today.. i dunno why.. perhaps is due to sara... the one who spoil my dayS.....
Talked to Qiujin aka Elvina today, she seems so sad.. Everyone is troubled by something call love. Everyone around me is having problems with either their gf or bf. As usual... she asked " Mambo tonight?" Frankly speaking.. i wun mind goin when zouk is a smoke free place. haha...
I'm not happy.. I'm not smiling.. I'm not feeling good.. I dunno why.. But it is not PMS.. It's something else..
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
damn idiotic brother... he broke my lip moisutrizer... dumb ass... My lip moisturizer was alrite last nite!!!! then he sat down to use my computer.. and now... my lip moisturizer is broken... It can't be broken when i dropped it... IT CAN"T BE... coz i've never never touched it since last nite!!! The cap of the lip moisturizer is stained with the moisturizer... Even if it broke when i dropped it.. there should be broken pieces in the container... but... there isn't!!!!!! must be my dumb brother... if not will be my irritating mother...
I really hate it when they touched my things without my permission... Stupid brother and a sissy brother... why must he touch my moisturizer!!! i dun mind when he uses my facial foam and face moisturizer... but not ruining them... idiot dumb ass....
Came home from my lesson... so crap.. first time ever i see a prof sleeping in class... A prof who is not able to correct our mistakes and answer our queries... Since yesterday.. she had been harping on the 4 colours and the "rich" experience she got for being a CPA. kaoz... I've got my PDL.... But i'm no longer keen in driving..
argh... i'm goin to kill my brother when he comes back... Now i noe why he chose to sleep early last nite.. argh!!!! i'm so damn angry....
Monday, December 05, 2005
Went to sch early in the morning for the comms 100. I was punctual.. but steve and terrance were late.. the prof is quite funnie... playing games... hahaa.. so i'm quite awake... hehee.. The prof made an analysis. seperating people to 4 catagories, mainly the red, blue, green and yellow. I belong to the Red catogories, people who are passionate, friendly and relationship oriented.
And at that time.. I finally noe why me and adrian will never reach an consensus. Coz he belongs to the blue catogory, someone who is concern abt figures, money and the bottomline. No matter what i say to him.. he will onli take the bottomline that i'm unhappy... and not why i'm unhappy.. My prof said that blue people and red people don't match and they will never understand what each other says... I agreee....
I juz got to know that i've got an assignment on tuesdae that's tomolo. That will determine the 50% of my course assessment... =_=""" CAn i not go for the bash gers?? I really really hope to do well for this course ya?? Can we go club momo on other days? Huiling.. i will be willing to go sentosa with u.. but can I juz not go for the bash?? *plead*
Haiz... Got home real late yesterday.. watched chicken little and had my supper... I'm so tired... took a bus home as it was raining heavily. I slept through the whole journey... I'm juz so tired... I goin to sleep now... back to my dream land...
Sunday, December 04, 2005
From todae on.. i will call myself sleeping queen.. Juz woke up like 5 mins ago... haha... I slept from 3pm to 9pm, woke up for my dinner, went back to sleep at 9.40pm. I woke up at 7.00am again... and then went back to sleep at 7.20am. Finally... I'm awake now.... I slept for almost... 21.5 hours... hahaa... I'm still quite sleepy now...
Dreamt of many things.. Wonder why FA still appear in my dreams only now.... hahaa... I love my bed... I want to go shopping... Shopping anyone?!
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Went over to sandra's house to stay overnight... hahaa... i heard from his cousin todae that me and joyce were talking all night.. keeping his dad awake... haha... Sorrie Uncle.. She got a cute mum as well.. haha... she's forever smiling and friendly... hehee...
Todae morning... the 8 "sisters" seeked revenge... In the past, Andy had commented things like, some of us are fat, we are as rough as guys.. not feminie enough. and todae... he paid for those nasty words he said... hahaa..
First, we had a morning PT for him and his buddies.. to put on the elephant panties, do pole dance and sing a song.. amazingly.. they are freaks... haha.. instead of normal english twinkle twinkle little stars.. they sang the chinese version... and all the brothers were so ... slow... react so slowly.. hahaa... anyway... it was so funnie... so so funnie till sandra were "crying" hahaa.... It is so much more entertaining than chicken little!!!!
Followed a wonderful breakfast from us.. first those chinese garnishing.. duno what it calls... then wanted to give them chilli... but... they say cannot... so we seek alternative by putting one whole tube on that vege... hahaa.. then got the maltose sugar.. "ma ya tang"... then got the super duper lime and lemon juice... hahaaa....
The stupid andy.. tot we stupid... want to cheat us by giving us 4 bucks in the hongbao... luckily we are clever enough to check arhz.... hahaa... then we got a big hongbao!!! hmm... those buddies really really very rough arhz,... chapped my toe nails while they trying to push their way thru the room.
Before sandra leave her house in the morning... she cried.. I wonder if i will cry when i get married... Everyone is asking everyone else when they are getting married...haiz.. i also wan to get married... so that i will look nice in the bridal gown....
All sisters were very very tired... so we looked so restless in photos... And i look so ugly... Nvm lahz... i'm happy enough to be the make up artist for them todae... !!! i love putting on make up for people.. I love to play with my hair.. i love to make Hairdo for friends... hahaa... Todae i've got the sense of achievement!!! oOpz.. show u all some photos? hahaa...
The cute nephew of sandra's.... Cute???
Joyce & I!!
Take a look at the waist band!!! -made by sandra!
See the blur me... can see i'm falling asleep...
argh... my bunny tooth... i hate them... i want to put braces le... I swear to put my braces to correct my teeth before i get married... i want to be pretty!!!!
Oh ya... all thanx to adrian.. sent me there and fetched me if not i will be like sleeping in buses... and the blur me.. will need to transfer from one bus to another.. And he just sms me to see if i've got my dinner... his attitude had really changed for the better... really... but... it seems a bit too late....
Friday, December 02, 2005
This is the house of the muggers.. haha...
As u can see.. there's no one there.. coz wah had went to the toilet... mi and bren were busy taking photos... I noe it's kinda dumb... but this really shows how hardworking we are!!!!
Finally.. everything is over.. i hate goin to AMK mac... almost everyday... surviving on caffeine.. eating those fattening food.. Hate goin home in the midnight... waking up my neighbours' dogs...
Now everything is over... and i juz had a good sleep...Now... I'm here, trying to search for a nice blogskin to fit the song.. Trying hard to plan for my hols...
Got to meet joyce at bukit panjang at 10... love her so MUCH!!!! she will be sleeping with me tonite!! haha... Anyway... both joyce and I are hardcore night owls... I guess the time for us to get tomolo willl be the time we normally sleep... 5 am...
When adrian get to noe that I'm goin sandra's house.. and goin to bring so many things over.. he volunteered to send me there... I noe he's being very nice.. trying to salvage this relationship.. To me... i dunno... I wonder what i should do... Why must we alwayz end up at this stage before u can treat me better... I've been sad for more than 5 months before u realised how sad i am now... how unforgiving i can be.. And show u the determined me.. the mean and cruel me...
After so many years, don't you know my temper? or rather... have u ever put in the effort to know me better... A simple question i've asked u... "what's the most touching thing that u had ever done for me?" Since.. u can't even ans me that after the long relationship... how can i ever believe in u again? I had tried to communicate with you... telling u how sad and unhappy i am... I've succeeded in telling you how i feel.. but i've failed to let you understand how i feel... I've failed to maintain this relationship... I've failed in trying to forget all the saddening past...
.. First time ever.. First time i hand in an unfinished Accounting paper... First time I've got this feeling that I've not done well for an accounting paper.... I hate myself.. Hate myself for not studying hard.. Hate myself for not keeping track of time... Hate myself for being such a lazy bum.. Hate myself for everything... ArGh...
I've been popping in panadols... to keep the fever down... I guess i should go to a doctor soon.. Called weiling, jiayi and sandra.. hasn't call joyce yet... weiling and jiayi are not goin to stay over at sandra house... as for joyce... she stays in the west as well.. WHAT ABT ME!!! I din wan to travel in a taxi from north to west... especially in the midnight... In addition, there are so many things to be prepared... Do they still remember??
Too tired to think.... the exam paper had drained my energy.. i need to sleep...
Thursday, December 01, 2005
at bren house.. studying FA... gon thru the list of formulas.. they are killing me... I juz can't memorise them.. so sick of them.. Can't wait for tomolo to come.... I want to watch chicken little... Hmm... bren asked if i wanted to stay over at her place as her bro will not be home tonite... but i miss my bed... haha... Might be goin home in the late nite bah....
I'm hungry.. so is bren... but she insist to finish studying her formulas before dinner... haha.... I'm not stressed... I'm not really studying.. Oh ya.. i need to buy the bloody textbook for comms 100... hmm.. will buy it tomolo.. I hate to go back to sch... stupid module... I hate u...
My brain is pronounced dead... hahaa... my com hang and i went to restart it... so i said sorry to brendon as i was tokin to him half way thru before i reboot com... then my brian wanted to sae " hey sorry.." and my hand typed " dear sorry...". even before i can correct it... my stupid hands had pressed enter... and brendon replied by saying.. " no prob dear" hahaa.... Oh gosh... stupid me.. anyway he knew i'm half dead... brain is dying..
Anyway... I juz got home... goin to meet brenda tomolo at 12pm... =( last dae before my exams.. i realli realli hope i can do well... i dun wan to cry over my results...
Had my dinner cum supper at Mac... at first wanted to meet jolene for supper... and at 2 plus 3... we tried calling her and she did not ans any of our calls... so we assumed that she's asleep... Juz as i'm half way done with my filet-o-fish... she called... she said that she's at HOME!!! Jolene... if i were to wait for u before i have my tat meal.. i will be starve to death... hahaha....
Anyway... got to go sleep... mind is not working anymore... pardon me for the broken english and sentence structure.... *yAwNz*
