Dainty Diva
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Got back the grades for the comms project. We did well, or rather the other 3 group members did well. It's me again. Perhaps it's me who pulled the grade down.
人常说“一山还有一山高." 在这里， 每一座山都比我高， 我被压在底下， 快喘不过气来了。
I dreamt that i'm well... sitting with them having dinner together. it seems like i alwayz dream of having dinner with them, as though everything is alrite again. But i noe, that would be hard, at least in the real life. In school, time is alwayz the thing that we hope to have more, but yet, we can't have them. We are alwayz racing against time, trying to complete one challenge after another. But the difference is, I'm always behind others. No matter in studies or even things such as presentation skills.
Had a small talk with some of my friends in smu, they said, there's no so called day or night in smu, there's no longer a difference between the day and the night. In the day, we are in school. In the night, we are still in school. It's not about the time management skills that many ppl talked about. It's just the number of projects and stuff we've got on hand. Quite true.
I guess things just got worse as the school's marketing effort paid off. It just makes the school more competitive, more inhumane and more "fake" people around.
Man is a selfish creature. We all have to admit that.
