Dainty Diva
Monday, February 12, 2007
went chinatown after stuck at louis house for a long long time, i decided to get out of the bed to get some fresh air. Initially, wanted to buy some bak kua, who noes it was sold out. So, we walked for a while to look at some of the Chinese New Year stuff. After that we went back to the coffeshop near our school for supper. When we drove past our school, we saw many many many students sitting there studying.. Some in the student lounge, some in the GSR, some outside the pick & bite, some sitting on the benches. there is a common thing among them, that is they had no sign of packing up when it was already 11.30pm. Disgusting...
It is too disgusting to stay on, and my parents seem to be having financial difficulties in supporting my school fees. Since my results are like shit, i guess i should juz take 2 summer course, 5 modules each for the next two sem and finish my degree. I dun need to go for whatever exchange or whatever internship. Juz let me get out of this place fast and start working. My financial situation is so bad that i dun even have 50 bucks with me. Downright broke. I guess since i've no interest in studying anymore, i'm torturing myself by spending another 6 months. Why not juz end the misery fast?
SMU seems like a fun school to be in, but it is not. It seems like an enjoyable where students would play their hearts out, but it's not. In fact, students are slogging their hearts out by spending days and nights juz to finish the horrible amount of projects assigned. It is not what it seems to be. That's the power of marketing, which helps create the illusion. I goin to get out of this school asap.
