Dainty Diva

Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I am feeling real bored.. When i'm bored, i will visit all my friend's blog to see how they are doin.. I am bored for almost every day, so i'm doing blog reading for every other day..
In jinglun's blog, he mentioned abt music talent such as playing piano and guitar.. This reminds me of her...She was so proud of herself for being able to play one song.. the same old song.. Then, at the later part of his blog, he mentioned that how he wished he could learn to play cannon in D and shan hu hai... these two songs, both are her favourites..
Read joyce's OD, got to know that she visits her on a weekly basis.. At this point of time, i feel guilty... for not visiting her, for not being there on her last day of funeral, for not being there to send her off... i'm selfish.. alwayz the selfish one... I really dun like the feeling that someone dear is leaving me for good.. I hate to send ppl off at the ariport, let alone bid her goodbye for good.. I'm sorry weiling... u will alwayz be remembered.. i will alwayz be missing u..
It's too late for me to say all these.. wonder if u will hear what i said... read what i wrote.. If u do, i juz wan to apologise... I'm sorry girl..
