Dainty Diva
Thursday, April 27, 2006
As promised.... i've cleared my drawers... compiled all my letters and greeting cards from all of my friends... i nearly forgotten how many ppl love me.... out of so many letters and greeting cards... Huiling Top the list... almost 70% of the stuff are from her... every thing she send me will be put in this special folder hahaha.... and i love her!!!! now i realise how lousy i am as her friend... i'm sorry girl... i will keep my promise.. i will go find u for lunch... not that i've forgotten abt it.. juz that i'm clearing my room... *excuses* hahaaa.... i will go find u!!!
Anyway... after huiling... Weichuan came second.. every year since i'm 13 years old i think, i will get greeting cards, birthday cards... in one of these birthday cards, i came across sth special!! hahaa... he said that he was sorry for not being abt to get brown jacket i like... hahaa... i dun even remember lahz!!! hahaha... he said he owe me one... hhahaaa... so funnie!!! Anyway.. weichuan is one of the person who gave me expensive birthday presentz in my secondary school life... CDs.. many many CDs... hahaha... and there are some of the things i forgotten.. i choose to forget... i HELP U SAVE UR FACE... hahaa... anyway.. nice to have him as my friend... OOhz... he mentioned sth.. hahaa.. he said that since he couldn't get the jacket i wanted.. i can buy it and give him the receipt, or he tot he wan to attach a cashcard inside the birthday card, or even cash...hahaha... he then said that i would most prob throw those cash back at him... ahhaa.. yes i will.. haha.. that's me... hahahaa...
Now i remember those wonderful times i had in AMkss.. how lame is huiling.. how hungry i was when waiting for huiling, peg and dorothy for recess.. hahaa.. how deliciious was the chicken rice but i seriously dun like chicken rice.. while dorothy love it.. hahaa... Ohz!!! the CAI FAN.. hahaa.. we alwayz queue up for that rice with curry.... hahhaa.... anyway... those are really beautiful memories...
In that stack of cards.. there's this tissue thingy... is given by huiling.. she wrote a letter in diary formatt from the day she started work till the day she went for her product design orientation in Tp.. sweet,... now i realise that i've neglected her... very very sorry....
besides that.. i saw this card.. from weiling and jinhui.. a beautiful card... with a Tb12 group photo taken in the chalet... thankew... another card given to me by Tb12 on my 17th birthday.. the very first time we celebrated my birthday in the macdonalds.. the first gift i received from all of them... my adidas sneakers.. i remembered i kissed them... i guess so.. hahaa... anyway... i love them... everyone of them...
Birthday wishes and good bye messages from my class 4/1 friends, from 2/4 friends, from my close best friends, from my guides, porkies, tb12.... everything is wonderful... thankew... i've been lazing around, forgetting i was once loved by so many ppl....
once again.. i threw away another 2 diaries... my unhappiness and tears... hoping that i will forget the unhappiness... yes i feel happier... although today didn't started off good... Afterall, i am loved.. and once loved by so many ppl....
