Dainty Diva
Saturday, April 29, 2006
Alone in the room, listening to the ongoin music, chatting with bren from time to time... time flies.. i'm now in my room for more than 9 hours.. and i'm sick of the four walls... but still... i manage to survive... i manage to find things to talk with bren and to surf ard...
Sometimes i really love to be alone like this.... doin my own things.. i can think about all things i hope to remember... those happy moments, those people who made a difference to my life... Now come to think of it.. i'm much quieter... i dun talk... when i am with them... maybe i'm lost for words.. maybe there are no longer common topics.. maybe no one is interested in my life.. coz i'm leading a very routine life.. all i can do is to complain abt my school.. and really... no close frien from my poly is in SMU now... *shrugz* i dunno... i dunno how to communicate with ppl...
I no longer noe how to communicate with my parents.. no longer noe the way to communicate with porkies.. i kept quiet.. many times, i dunno what they are talking abt... maybe i'm not making the effort to tok to them.. Can anyone see that i'm actually a very quiet person who seriously dunno how to communicate well with ppl... i dun talk i dun smile.. not becoz i'm unhappy.. is becoz that's me... i'm trying.. to find ways to communicate with ppl... i noe i can't alwayz shut myself in the room... behind the doors... haiz...
It's now morning... i'm thinking of my BK breakfast.. i'm hungry... haiz...
