Dainty Diva

Tuesday, March 14, 2006
went for my MA test.. thanx to louis and bren.. i'm able to do my MA paper.. first time i feel that there's hope for my MA... anyway... the lesson todae was boring.. juz too tired to think and listen.. i juz wan to get home to rest..
Called my instructor to book my driving lessons.. and the first thing he asked was "你跑去那里??“ School work had been too hectic for me for the past few weeeks.. and i just got some space to breathe.. so i decided to go back to my driving lessons.. but the uncle told me sth bad.. he suggested that i should push back my test date.. i dun wan!!! i juz wan to pass it.. once and for all.. I juz dun wan to drag on and on.. then i will have to extend my PDL and it will be another expenses.. I'm determined that no matter how busy i am i will go for my driving lessons constantly.. i can't afford to push back my driving test...
After the BGS and MA test.. i will need to handle my MA and BGS presentation plus individual report... It's not easy to cope with social and school life.. it's not easy to find time to go out with friends.. i dunno if huiling really understand,. or rather i guess she dun even wan to try to understand.. she has too much problem to handle with.. all i can do is to let her be.. If u say that we are redrifiting apart.. i can tell u that i dun wan it to happen too.. i want time to go out too.. i juz couldn't cope with the workload.. and the forthcoming projects and discussion.. i dunno how much will u understand.. but i'm juz so tired to explain..
As what louis had said.. i'm aiming too high.. but i'm aiming high.. so that i will be motivated to work.. i will be motivated to study.. i'm aiming high so that i will have no regrets for not giving in my best.. I'm aiming high and determined to aim high.. even if it's goin to give me more stress...
