Dainty Diva
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
who said that time will heal everything..
I still miss her... i stared at our photos on her blog... everything seems so normal.. but when i tell myself she's gone.. My heart aches, my tears began to well up.. i juz couldn't believe that...
On sandra's wedding ceremony, i'm the one who put on her make up.. i'm the one who praised her for her beautiful eyes.. now, when i stared at the pic.. i smiled, with tears in my eyes.. everyone saes that she's there as long as i believe that she lives in my heart.. but it's juz so difficult to convince myself to believe in that..
Today, daryl made a causal remark abt bike accident.. and i realised how much i'm missing her.. Everything ard me seems to bring me back to our good old days.. Those days whereby we spent our night in school rushing our projects.. those days when she treat us to cze cha.. those days when i juz couldn't stop teasing her.. Those happy and beautiful days...
life has to go on.. i noe that... i took my MA test.. it's the most tricky paper i ever sat for... i felt so demoralised... i love managerial accounting when i'm in poly.. i'm juz interested in it.. but it seems that... the test paper make me feel that i dun love it all.. instead.. i hate it...
So many things to do.. so many things to settle... everything seems so dead to me...
