Dainty Diva
Sunday, February 05, 2006
yesterdae, i fell asleep on my bed after i came back from school.. I caught a cold i guess... having flu and sore throat... took some med and fell asleep... I wanted to wake up at 8pm to attend weiling's wake.. yet i couldn't hear the alarm.. I only woke up at 8 plus, after jiayi called.
I jumped out of my bed.. and attended the wake. her mum seems alrite... everything seems so peaceful there... More and more friends came.. she got many many friends... coz.. she's juz so friendly.. A ger who never fail to bring laughter and smile to her friends.. a selfless and easy goin ger who is there when we need her..
Everyone was sharing things about weiling.. talking abt how innocent and blur she is.. i smiled.. yet i still cried.. i juz miss those time so much... i miss teasing her.. i still wan to call her piggy.. Saw her lying there.. saw her wearing the white gold earring we gave her... my weiling and the ger in there seems so different...
I was doin projects and trying to study.. i wanted to keep myself busy... but sometimes.. i would stil tear unknowingly.. i would still pray for her.. hoping that she will be happy... I miss her so much... i can't bear to see her at the wake anymore.. i juz couldn't.... i din wan to send her off.. i hate that kind of feeling.. i hate to see her being cremeted.. i juz had very bad experience with all that.. i juz dun like to see ppl leaving me...
I'm sorry weiling... but u will alwayz be in my heart... I'm sorrie.. i juz can't bring myself to.. thank god that i have test on that day... it make me feel better for not going.. sorrie weiling... i will see u in my dreams... do drop by.. i will be missing u... forever... *muackz*
