Dainty Diva
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Had my driving lesson.. one month since the last lesson.. my instructor asked what happened to me.. why didn't i called him up to arrange for a lesson.. i juz said that i'm caught up by my schoolwork.. I wasn't in very good mood.. nor very bad mood.. i juz dun feel good that's all.. I was blur and daze todae.
Anyway.. when i was driving towards lentor ave.. uncle told me that she read abt this ger who died in the accident on the newspaper.. He told me that she was of the same age as me and was studying in SIM.. yesh.. it's weiling.. i dunno why he mentioned abt her.. but i replied him that she is my friend.. that's why i din really wanted to arrange for driving lesson.. he was quite shocked.. but he consoled me and talked abt all other stuff and theory.. as usual.. those comforting statements meant to be made when such situation arise. Anyway... I wasn't really very very sad when he mentioned abt weiling.. instead i was smiling when telling him how sweet she is.. somehow, i've learnt to get on..
So much work.. so many things which i dunno.. the lousy grades i got.. everything.. makes the life in SMU depressing... Todae.. the engine din get the chance to die off.. coz i stepped on the acelerator like nobody business.. I was turning without braking.. i was driving faster than usual... but somehow.. i'm feeling better after that.. coz at least i feel that i'm in control of things... not the other way round...
Jinhui kept telling me to change my MSN nick.. he mentioned something like if i keep telling myself how depressing life in SMU is, i wun be happy.. i need to see things from another perspective.. USUAL JINHUI who like to lecture me.. who like to preach.. he will be a good pastor next time man.... telling u about wrong and good.. telling u everything.. hahaa.... at least i noe he cares.. thankew arh... but i'm still stubborn.. u noe me... haha...
