Dainty Diva
Friday, January 20, 2006
Uncertainties.. Insecured... i dunno why i keep having them...
I dunno if i'm able to cope with that huge flow of work and projects... Creativity.. something which is seriously not in me.. I'm juz a dumb ass who is inflexible and stick to the mud.. How can i ever do well in my creativity course...
Took some photos todae.. photos which i tot is nice... love jolene's that photo which i took for her.. yet the prof is juz so unhappy.. i dun like his work either... My TA can do a better job than him... I'm struggling to come up with a theme when my Ta came in to help me.. perhaps i should no longer call him my TA, he's my friend... a true frien i found in SMu... he's so helpful that i'm glad to know him in LTB.. his name is junkai....
he even promised me to lend me his camera, his helping hand and the creative mind.. Oh god.. i've meant my saviour! hahaa... I will thank him.. And i've promised to do all i can to help him in future... that's to be a model for his shooting... i dun mind.. coz i'm a vain pot.. hahaa..
I wanted so much since young to be a model, but i guess that route isn't easy to go and i noe my shitty face can't make it..... so i decided to stick to my normal life. SInce there's a chance for me to be a nice star in those photos.. why not be one!! I'm a vainpot anyway...
Thank you junkai... u are such a good person... I will repay your kindness!!!!!!
