Dainty Diva


Monday, December 26, 2005

My stupid brother got drenched into the rain on christmas eve.. and now.. he is having a fever.. He's on his way to Thomson Medical Hospital to see the doctor. I'm thinking.. I really dunno why is my mum so anxious when he's having a 38.4 degrees fever.. It's not a high fever and.. She wasn't even anxious when i've got fever of 39degrees and above..

Thats the difference.. between me and my brother.. When my brother is sick, my mum will brew those "liang cha" and so worried abt him. She can even trouble my cousin to bring my brother to the hospital in the middle of the nite. How abt me? When i've got a high fever, that's 39 degrees and above, she merely put cold towels on my forehead. I woke up myself to take my medicine... I will have to wait till the next morning before i make my way to the doc... Things were the same even when i had a fever of 39.4 degrees.. is that fair?

yesh.. i'm independent.. maybe she noes that i noe how to take care of myself. But how abt my brother? He's old enough to take of himself too.. I wonder if she wants to follow my brother into the NS to take of him... he's a forever baby...

Perhaps is the biasness of my mum.. i hate my boyfrien to treat other people better than treating me.. i hate it when i dun get loved.. Will i be as bias as my mum when i have my own kids? I really really hate it...

Shan blabbering @ 11:48 PM