Dainty Diva


Friday, November 04, 2005

I've been waiting and waiting since 3pm.. i wonder when his paper starts and when his paper will end. I wonder if he's going to meet me for dinner.. I wonder if.. i'm able to meet him.. I'm asking myself so many questions.. too many questions for me to concentrate on my work... he hasn't called, hasn't sms.. hasn't even tell me when his paper goin to end.. Why.. what's happen between us..

I'm really sick of waiting.. but still.. i would rather believed that he will be meeting me than he is not goin to meet me... for that.. i told my mum i'm goin to have my dinner outside.. but.. am i really goin out? am i really able to have my dinner with him?? Having dinner seems a easy and basic things couple do.. but for me.. it seems so hard.. am i realy asking too much???

Shan blabbering @ 5:05 PM