Dainty Diva
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Got back my comms paper.. i was really very sad... very very sad... juz short of the part where i cry.... Was really moody.. but Wah really funnie lahz.. so many jokes hahaa... funnie funnie... Was really quite pissed with myself.. for getting such damn lousy grades.. will my LTB please give me an A?
Financial statement, balance sheet, cash flow... Accrued liabilities... Accounts receviable... they keep appearing in my mind... I'm so sick of them... I want to get good results... I hate myself for not doing well.. for losing the determination i used to have... the motivation which kept me motivated for my poly life... I need them back... back to me...
Just got home not long ago.... goin to meet brenda later to study again... Oh no... my mind is overworked... yet underpaid... I din get enough sleep... and food.. my weight is goin down.. And now... my pants are loose without the belt... This may be a piece of good news to many girls.. but that seems.. sad to me... coz... I'm ill-treating myself.. =_=""
My dad just asked if i've got enough money.. he should noe my temper... even when i'm broke.. i wun take the money from him.. I dunno why... but that's me.. the stubborn me.. Can he be smarter by depositing the money into my account instead?? I'm really tempted to get the money from him.. All parents should be responsible for child's living expenses.. But to me, it seems that i just couldn't bring myself to get anymore money from my parents.. I hasn't been doin it for years.. and hope that i won't be doin it in future... Argh... time to bath and get out of my house... I'm still feeling feverish... I hate smokers from now on... coz they cause me to have sore throats, cough and asthma... *bleAh*
