Dainty Diva
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
I'm tired... totally drained.. Burning midnight oil day after day... I juz need a break... It had been a long since i'm so stressed up... New system.. new friends... new environment.. everything is new... and before i can adapt.. I've come to the end of the 14 weeks of classes... taking a closer step to exams...
Now my life is only me.. i would rather deceive myself that there's no one else is with me.. than to noe.. Someone who is suppose to know me well.. who once swore to be there when i need him.. to be there to love me unconditionally... isn't there when i need him most.. doesn't even bother to say Good NIte to me...
I may seems unreasonable.. to be requesting all this during his exam period.. but is it juz so hard??? How much time will he take to sms me good nite... Though a good nite seems simple.. yet it can make me happy.. Juz a simple thing to make me smile.. yet he chose to let me tear...
From this point on.. I will stop missing you.. coz it really hurts me.. when i get to know that.. U don't...
