Dainty Diva
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Went to watch 40 years old virgin with brenda.. the show was quite nice.. except for the deafening laughters coming from my left side... anyway.... it is nice...
Had a great arguement with him.. Wondering why men juz can't understand girls and why i juz dun understand him... I hated to have arguements with him.. coz i'm alwayz the one ended up crying.. Though i'm the one trying to hard to pin point to him why i get so angry.. but in the end.. i'm the one getting hurt... After telling him the Whys and Whats... I realised... how little we knoe abt each other even after so many years... It is a cruel fact for me to face.. coz.. i really tot.. we love each other juz the way we are... and not appearance.. but apparantly.. I'm wrong.
As arguements went on... i'm feeling more and more tired... tired of arguing.. tired of explaining.. and even tired of crying... i wanted no more.. all these unhappiness, tears and anger... I wanted so much to let things go.. free myself from all these emotional pain... but somehow.. i felt even more pain.. when i tell myself.. it's time to let go...
