Dainty Diva

Wednesday, October 05, 2005
i back at home.. tired and worn out.. not exactly hoping to get into sleep.. I skipped my Statistic class.. i really too sick to go.. haiz.. I hasn't been sleeping well for 2 nights... hmm or rather for one night and didn't sleep last nite...
Emails after emails.. quarrels after quarrels he still dun understand... after explaining so many times to him... he still find i'm kicking a fuss out of nothing.. i'm angry, frustrated... hoping to juz get myself a woman instead.. coz they do understand gers better... at the very least.. they are sensitive and are there when u need them...
Attended yesterdae's LTB... i totally agree with my prof that in a course of communication, men tend to read the information side of the message and neglected the emotional side of it.. yesh.... why can't guys be a bit more smarter and read in between lines, spending abit more time to understand girls... So what the book wrote is true: man are from mars, women are from venus.
He is not understanding me and vice versa... he has no idea of what i'm doin and i've no idea what he's doin... if this kind of situation continues.. are we still considered couple? I often reflect on sth.. where were he at those times when i need him most.. and why can he be there for other ppl when they need him... What am i to him then? juz someone whom has a name of girlfriend.. or really someone he treasures and hold so closely to his heart... I hate to have that kind of thinking.. but it seems to me.. I need to face up with life.
