Dainty Diva
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
... I'm not used to it...
Hoping to get onto my bed to have a deep, peaceful sleep.. closed the lights.. lay on my bed... shut my eyes... hoping to drift into my sweet dreams... but i can't.. turned from side to side.. tried all wayz... yet.. can't get to sleep...
I'm pretty tired todae.. but i can't sleep... i just feel that something is missing... On my hp... played for a while.. hoping to get tired but i din... i seem to be waiting for sth.. the sth is missing.. On my laptop... wanted to write my blog.. saw he's still online... muz be still studying... Then i noe what is the sth missing... i have not heard him since yesterdae... thou i've chatted with him over msn.. but is juz not normal.. We would normally tok on phone.. no matter whether he is in taiwan.. brunei or even in camp.. but it seems he is really busy this time round..
I guess i should learn to accept, adapt and understand.. coz the both of us will be busy.. Work is really pilling up... I muz get my feet and hands together to start studying... haiz... i miss the good old times...
