Dainty Diva
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Sometimes.. I really feel we are standing on two different place hoping to get the same view.. i noe it is just impossible.. After so many years, I've failed to understand him.. Quarrels after Quarrels.. perhaps it had always been my fault.. trying to vent my anger on him.. trying to force my way on him.. trying to do everything thats irritates him.. Everything is my fault...
Now.. he has more things to do.. studies, friends and family.. while me.. i'm still trying hard to adapt to the style and work.. Each of us is undergoing tremendous stress, hoping to find a stabalizing point for my studies, friends, family and him.. but i guess i'll never be able to do so..
Perhaps it is time.. to leave each other alone.. to think and feel.. if we should be together.. No point having someone you love by ur side, giving him more stress and unhappiness.. Since there's not even basic communication between us.. Since we dun seems to be having the same goal and values in life.. perhaps we should be goin after our own dream.. In this way.. there will be less quarrels, unhappiness and tears...
A balance can be therefore easily strike between my studies, friends and family...
Now I really do agree with my professor... Life is Not like a box of chocolate which you'll never know what you're gonna get..
But Life is just like a Lollipop.. Coz it simply Sux
