Dainty Diva
Sunday, August 28, 2005
It's out first year anniversary... and the memorable thing we gave to each other was quarrel..
I don't know why.. i suddenly thought of the girl.. mentioned abt the girl... and everything goes and ends unhappily..
I hate to hear her name.. to Me.. she is realli a girl whom i can't trust.. someone who is so BHB.. someone alwayz dependent on the others... I know i'm bad to bitch abt her.. but.. i really really hate to remember those things happened in the past. I juz wanted to know why.. i alwayz like to ask why... i alwayz wanted to get to know the bottom of the everything.. no matter in studies or my personal life..
I juz hope to understand why he is willing to do so much things for her... even caring for her.. i know.. i get jealous easily.. perhaps i shld refrain myself from asking all these questions.. He said that they are juz friends and nuthing more.. He said this and that.. assuring me this and that... when i started to put more trust in him... he misplaced them... breaking my heart..
He smsed me... not to mention her name again... I really noe myself... unless i get things really cleear.. if not.. i will still ask.. i will still prompt... i will still find an answer... U can scream all u wan at me... or even slap me if u are happy.. but that's me.. I'm alwayz me..
