Dainty Diva
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Promise was Broken.. and so is my heart...
It wasn't racheal's fault.. i should thank racheal.. for telling me sth which had been kept so secretly by him.. I was realli unhappy todae.. i doesn't wanted to spoil their mood.. so i acted as nuthing had happened.. When she first told me that she met adrian that dae in zouk.. I was luffing saying how can it be possible.. He will never lie to me and each nite i actually called him up. I kept telling myself.. Maybe the light was too dim and rach actually saw the wrong person. I din even believe it what she said at first.. It was when she said that she was so positive that it was him.. i realise.. sth is wrong as he had alwayz been close with geraldine... my heart suddenly skipped a beat and started to feel sharp pain.
I never wanted to face up with the fact that he actually lied to me. I asked him when i reached his house.. "Zouk is goin to have a party.. wan to go?" he actually told me that he dun like to go.. fine.. i asked.. when is the last time u went.. he stunned.. and said dunno.. judging from his answer.. i knew rach was right... I dun need to ask anymore...
He said that he was back from the night classes and was sleeping when he campmates dragged him up.. wanting him to go zouk.. fine.. it's still okie when he msg me that night telling me that he had no choice but to go.. i wun be as angry as knowing that he actually went behind my back.. especially is when i get to know thru a good frien.. How hurt am i.. what will i be thinking.. I hate this kind of feeling..
Esp when i probed further... i got to know more things.. those are just very little things.. yet becoz he misplaced the trust i've had in him.. all things seems to serious and big.. I can't listen anymore..
The main factor to cause so much tears ultimately is the breach of trust...
