Dainty Diva
Saturday, August 27, 2005
20 mins exactly before our first year anniversary... I really thought we could have a memorable countdown towards our anniversary.. afterall.. it is the first time we are together for one continuous year... After parting and coming together.. i thought after the first year.. everything will go smoothly..
Just before we went in for the steamboat buffet.. his phone rang... there's SMS.. His friend passed away... I feel sad for him.. i feel dissappointed as well.. i noe... what i'm hoping for will be gone with the wind.. I can't smile...
He had to be there before 12pm tomolo... i dun wan him to rush there tomolo morning coz i noe he wun be able to wake up.. i hate to let him go tonite.. i'm selfish... In the end... i still let him go.. i wanted so much to hide my unhappiness and disappointment.. but i juz can't smile... I juz merely told him that i'm tired.. but in fact... i'm juz the opposite... i'm too awake.. too awake to feel disappointed..
I realli feel sorry and sad for that guy.. But i'm ridiculously selfish..
