Dainty Diva
Sunday, July 03, 2005
it had been a week since i was sick... i was down for 4 daes.. thought of dying my hair... thought of doin many things.. but i'm sick... I'm starting to feel lonely... where are my friends... someone pls date me out.. pls... i'm starting to feel lonely..
As for adrian and I... time past realli fast... things seems to be getting from bad to worse.. now.. we are not like couples.. we dun even look like close friends... we are juz two individual walking together.. sometimes, holding hands... heart dun seems to be together... Is this known as relationship? Couples love to take pictures together as memories... but for these 10 months.. we haven take a neoprint or card together.. never had been in his head.. even when i opened my mouth to make the request.. he will turn it down... no room for negotiation..
I can be sure.. 300% sure that he din even look at my picture... things are so different... couples are hugging each other, whispering into each other's ears in the MRT... i realli wanted to have this kind of relationship... this kind of feeling to be cared for...
# i'm being paranoid... but i'm serious... i'm getting tired... i'm sick of this kind of relationship...#
