Dainty Diva
Thursday, June 02, 2005
i was at heeren for promotion todae.. my eyes are irritating me.. i'm feeling tired.. I saw chelsy while i was there... she was working now... she seems so happy with her current job coz she sae she was well paid.. even better paid than those uni grad.. She's working for the company which she had worked during her poly.. as the position of marketing manager... the position sounds good.. I hope.. the job is that good as well...
Many ppl are now coming in and our of their offices.. so what am i doin there... why the hell am i still a promotor... why am i sticking to the job... haiz... If uni grad realli are not well paid... why should i continue to pursue it... why should i slog my heart out for the fees then?? For all this.. i juz hope to fulfil my dream.. to see a smile on my dad face... to let him be proud of me for once...
I din get to talk to him.. for the dae before, yesterdae and even todae... is this call boyfrien? someone who dun noe much abt my daily life.. someone who juz give me a simple reply of "same" when i took the effort to msg him "i miss u". Is this all i should be treated as? What am i realli to him.. I hate it.. I got so much so much things to pour out.. to complain about.. too much.. It's realli so much that i'm now lazy to tell him from the start to the end.. it's too long.. it's too tiring..
