Dainty Diva

Sunday, May 29, 2005
Something is lost.. Something is missing.. with the time..
As time goes.. as time past by me.. i suddenly feel that i had lost many many things... I had no more time with my friends.. no more time with my family.. Many things are out of my reach.. they seems to be placing up high on the shelve.. yet i'm too short to reach them..
Todae is my off dae.. finally one off dae after 15 daes of work.. But todae.. i wanted to go no where.. but to stay at home.. i wanted to be alone.. i wanted to meet up with my friends.. i wanted to go out with my family... i wanted to do many things.. yet.. my brain refuse to do what i should do.. instead, insisting on things it wishes to do..
Yesterade was 28th.. Went to sentosa in the night after my work, after our dinner at fish & co. I juz feel sth is missing.. sth is lost.. there is communication breakdown... Many things.. i wanted to talk about.. yet i always shut up after a word or two.. dunno how to continue.. can't find words to describe.. to tel him what i'm thinking..
I need many things now... friendship, kinship, and love..
