Dainty Diva
Saturday, April 09, 2005
Woke up at 1.. called him.. he dunno where to go.. what time to go out.. everything is wait wait and wait... how long can i wait.. i need to plan for my daes as well.. i hate a dae without planning..
he called at 2, telling me to meet him at toa payoh at 3.. well.. one hour.. i took my own sweet time.. deliberately to be late.. i was 20 mins late, but i dun feel at least guilty..
We were walking aimlessly.. far apart from each other.. i hate that kind of feeling.. estrange and disappointed.. walked ard with my mouth tightly sealed.. we din really.. and i din.. smile.. Went to collect his specs, had our late lunch at Mac.. we din tok.. i wonder if others will think we are dumb..
Went back to his house.. he became so lively and sweet.. so different.. but as usual.. he's indulged in his computer games.. while.. i watched my tv programmes... till 10.. he sent me home.. i dunno. i juz feel so disappointed.. i tot he will really plan for this weekend as this is the last weekend we can spent together before working.. anyway.. i shouldn't expect too much..
tomolo... his nephews birthdae.. twins.. His mum told him at the dinner table in cantonese.. i understand.. since his mum din ask me along.. so i just kept quiet.. it is okie.. i can spend my precious time with my family and not sitting there feeling so out of place.. Juz let me stay at home.. let me rest.. before i'm back to work...
So this means.. tomolo is gone.. but i guess... he wun care.. and wun mind.. coz i'm never important..
