Dainty Diva
Saturday, April 16, 2005
suppose to celebrate sandra birthdae todae.. they met up at 4.. yet i worked and worked... still bad sales.. haiz... got so angry and sad and went home at 8... actually wanted to meet up with them... yet.. my feet really hurt.. i'm really too stress up... tears is threatening to fall...
Thought i will be working till at ard 9... thought he will be able to meet me for supper.. coz i'm realli famished.. but he is goin out with his campmates... my mum they all are out.. i'm all left alone.. isn't it pathetic.. for me to eat alone.. to be alone in this saturdae nite.. i deserved it coz i chose not to meet up with sandra they all... i noe i'm a bad friend.. someone who is so bad and disgusting.. i hate myself too...
He told me that he will be able to meet me everydae for the next one month... do u think i will believe u.. why should i believe u... if i choose to believe u.. i will end up being disappointed once again... U wun understand why i'm so angry with u.. where are u when i need u.. where? u wun understand.. coz u never never try to know what kind of situation i'm facing at work.. u dunno anything abt me.. u dunno everything.. And may i noe do u noe.. are u my boyfriend?
