Dainty Diva
Saturday, April 23, 2005
should i frown or should i smile...
Was that innocence or insensitivity?
I dunno... i dunno how to differentiate them... he came todae.. fetched me for supper... or rather dinner... actually wanted to eat chocolate.. and we went for simply thai for dinner first... then i felt too full to eat the chocolate.. hence i refused to go in..
Went to walk ard the shops... i dunno... i juz feel of sitting down somewhere.. let me enjoy the light breeze blowing on my face.. let me destress.. let me confide into u... yet.. we juz walked round and round... finally he asked.. shall we go home? tomolo u got to work... fine.. this really let me realise.. how much he understand me.. noe me... i juz smile.. and sae okie.. he sensed sth wrong.. then asked if i wan to find somewhere to sit down.. no more mood.. no longer.. i insisted on goin home...
I wanted to cry so much... but i noe... i can't.. i shouldn't.. i didn't.. i kept quiet.. he sensed sth wrong.. he asked... but i kept it to myself.. why... why he juz dun understand a ger? should i compliment him for his straightforwardness.. should i feel sad for his insensitivity...
No matter wat... now i noe.. be believing in him... i gave myself another potential chance to get disappointment..
