Dainty Diva

Sunday, April 03, 2005
saw sth.. in his note book... i shouln't have taken it out of curiousity.. saw sth.. that i shouldn't have seen...
Fliped thru the note book... on one page of it.. i saw 4 names.. Adrian, liya, lishan and geraldine.. the other 2 girls are the topics for the quarrels.. i dunno why... i juz feel their are between us.. perhaps they isn't involve at all... but why did adrian wrote their name in as well...
i dunno... i juz feel like crying... i started to think of so many reasons... i guess.. i shldn't have trusted him so much.. thinkin that he onli have me.. he onli love me.. his eyes.. will onli be me... i guess i'm terribly wrong.. too wrong...
No matter what.. i'm in no position to sae him.. to scold him.. to blame him.. coz i'm the one who let him down first... All i can do.. is to keep silent..
