Dainty Diva
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
My eye is swollen... dun tell me i need to go for another Op... NONONONO!!!!!!
I dunno why.. i now got a puffy and sore eye... diaoz... there goes the ladies nite and the sentosa trip... cannot go anywhere... haiz haiz haiz... stayed at home for the whole dae.. i'm goin to have cobwebs... i need to go out.. i miss the night scenary... i miss the beach...
Goin back to work.. back to the hectic lifestyle... wonder if i will go fatter or slimer... hope i will be slimmer.. hmm... Called him... it seems... he already went thru the email as he said, " why u keep touching on this kind of things, so what do you mean?" Seriously.. i mean nuthing... i juz wan to let u know how impt u are to me.. I'm thinkin tat far.. yet the goals are too high for me.. i can't reach them..
He keep stressing that since i got the thinkin of being inferior.. he can dun go for Uni.. thou i noe he is kidding.. but he make promises and he do mean it.. I'm happy.. i'm relieved..
Anyway.. SMU called me up for an interview on 18th april.. i'm happy... too happy beyond words.. but i noe.. there's still a long way to go.. i'm greedy.. but let me have the chance to choose between NTU and SMU please.. i need guarantees.. if god thinks i'm too much... juz give me a secure place in either one of the uni.. i will be contented..
As for the weekends.. he got to buy a phone, collect his specs.. and he even said we can go for shopping.. and he will buy things for me.. this is the one of the few times in the whole 5 years that he mention abt shopping.. anyway.. i noe he will be bored.. so juz forget it.. but.. i'm really really happy..
