Dainty Diva


Monday, April 04, 2005

It's my fault.. it had alwayz been my fault.. i noe it.. i'm guility.. i really owe him too much.. i realli noe.. i've tried.. not to be so bad tempered towards him.. calculative abt the past.. juz let the past be the past.. But i alwayz been so calculative when i'm with him.. i dunno why.. i realli dunno why...

Now again... i talked abt the past with him.. messaging him sth that i guess.. i muz have hurt him deeply.. but.. i'm here.. crying my hearts out.. It's time for me to learn to let go.. let the past juz past.. but i juz can't stop crying... they are all away... all i can do is to hug my pillow and cry...

Shan blabbering @ 12:18 AM