Dainty Diva
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
got back from work.. finally got 2 daes off.. but... i'm goin to eat grass next month... commission is like shit... haiz... was quite weak todae... keep having giddyness... and i bought my puma t-shirt todae.. XS haha... finally i fit into the category of XS.. Weiling they all said that i lose quite some weight.. but i dun feel so lehz... maybe too stress le bahz...
back at home.. dun feel like talking to anyone.. yesh.. i got atitude problem.. went to the friendster.. his status is still single.. what can i sae.. i told him how i feel.. i told him so many times.. if u have no intention to change.. then dun ask mi.. wats the point of telling the reason and yet u din take any action? it is more disappointing than not letting u noe at all..
I'm asking myself.. is this the life i really wanted.. Am i really wanted him to be my future husband? i really dunno... i feel really upset and angry.. can u be more sensitive towards my feeling?? If i really dun wish for this kind of life, why should i continue?
