Dainty Diva
Sunday, March 13, 2005
yes.. i'm unhappy todae... coz i am tired... and i having cramps... u alwayz sae i weak... it is becoz u are not one... u wun noe the pain and the trouble... i'm being pulling a long face todae... coz i'm realli tired... u hasn't been sleeping well... it applies to me too... i'm busy as well...
U wun noe the kind of disappointment i had each dae.. i waited for so long.. finally to receive ur call at 10 after u watched ur tv... and u tell mi u are tired.. since u noe u are tired... can u juz tok to mi for a while and sacrifice some of ur tv time... am i so unimportant... todae as usual u tell mi u are tired... what can i sae.. since i week 7 daes... u are tired... what should i do..
When we are outside.. we walked like strangers.. we behave as if we are not even close friends... we din hold hands close.... we got nuthing to tok abt... we got no activities and i got no surprise... i got to decide everything as u alwayz use dunno as ur excuse... fine.. i am tired of making decision... will u juz stop asking mi where to have dinner... i had ran out of ideas.. i am tired...
Back at home... while i am watching tv.. u are playing ur game.. can u juz stop playing ur bloody game and juz let mi lay in ur arms.. let mi feel that u do care for mi... that's what i need.. is it so difficult for u to juz sit beside me... for the past few months... u have been into maplestory... juz leaving mi alone watching tv... do u noe how sad it is... i am juz nothing compared to the game.. am i right?
U have come across my blog for so many times... but i noe... it had never cross ur mind to take note of the address and check on it to noe more abt mi... it juz require so little effort... why dun u juz add to ur favourite and check on it... if this small little things u can't even bother to do it.. so.. should i sae i'm insensitive or should i sae u dun even care abt me...
Looking ard me... every couple seems to be having sweet times and happy moments.. and u ask urself... what have u given me... i juz need simple care and concern... i juz need ur hug... i juz need ur time... is it juz so difficult... if it is... let me noe... let mi noe early u are not the one for me.. let mi get prepared to cry badly for the last time.. let memories stay in my head.. let mi smile when i look back... stop adding flaws and tears to it... let me remember the happy me when i am with u....
