Dainty Diva

Saturday, March 26, 2005
It is late at nite.. i off the lights in my room... my screen lightened up the whole but it look scary.. anyway... had been studying and studying... yet it seems nuthing get into the brain... why... whats happening to me this semester...
Things are happening so fast.. too fast for me to react... before i finish one thing... i had to go on to another... i need a break... i hate exams to be on consecutive 4 daes... it is tiring... i'm in deep shit this time... I started to wonder... if i'm unable to get into uni... what should i do... i had not plan a single thing.. except for goin into uni... i realli hope to get into one... please.. dun be so cruel towards me... i realli need the chance.. i realli need the luck...
Things seems to be getting fine between us... no more quarrels.. but i'm still unreasonable.. i dunno why... he seems to be giving in all the time... haiz... no time to think le... realli have to study hard.. i goin to fall this time...
WHY AM I STILL HERE???? WHY CAN"T I JUZ FALL INTO DEEP SLEEP... i'm tired... damn tired... but why... i juz can't get into my dreams.. haiz...
