Dainty Diva
Saturday, February 19, 2005
went to sch at 11.. got to do my project... have to start.. no choice.. too many projects on hand.
Actually porkies goin to meet todae... yesh... i din attend.. it's alwayz me.. i'm sorry ger... went to sch.. discuss abit of the project.. manage to get the complaint letters. I reached home at ard 530.. tot of meeting him.. but he was playing his billard.. i wore a jeans.. thinking that i will be meeting him after his billard... got to go for dinner with my family... actually he said that he might be ending the game late.. so i went ahead.. agreed to go for the dinner...
He tell me that his parents had went for concert.. so he is alone... i guess he will realli be lonely.. so i broke my promise and stayed at home to wait for him to finish his game...
He tell me that he is not goin to meet me... i was left alone at my auntie house.. no dinner nuthing... and he is telling me he's goin dinner with his brother in law... well done... He din care about me... Fine.. i'm angry of course..
I went back home... started throwing things.. vent my anger.. well.. he called me after he reached home.. he said he dun understand why i am so angry.. coz he explained that it was too last minute.. oh ya... so should i not be angry for breaking my promise and got scolded becoz of him... i'm definitely angry... i'm unreasonable.. i'm petty.. watever it is... i am unhappy. very
Din get to meet him yesterdae... nor todae... why not make it forever then?
i'm getting more and more grumpy.. perhaps i lacked of sleep... haiz... i juz need some understanding and empathy....
