Dainty Diva
Saturday, February 26, 2005
x SATURDAY x
A lonely saturdae again.. he is playing billard again... tomolo he got to attend dinner.. well.. i guess no need to meet. well... i can do my things...
My eyes.. he said that it seems alrite.. yes.. it may seems alritel.. but it is certainly feeling not alrite.. i am feeling pain.. he dun care i guess... he said he does... but i dun think so..
Anyway... dunno when he goin to finish his game... i am alone... lonely... no one cares.. how i wish he can juz accompany... he is not with me when i am goin thru it.. not even when i'm recovering...
If he is unable to accompany mi todae evening nor tml for dinner.. what can i sae.. when it is our anniversary on mondae... he dun care i guess... he never will.. it is half a year already i guess honeymoon period is over le bah.. haiz.. i dunno what to sae... i juz feel sad and lonely... can he be more loving and caring towards me... can he understand the pain.. not onli the wound but my heart... haiz
he wun be seeing this anyway... he wun noe... he will never noe..
