Dainty Diva
Saturday, January 15, 2005
x Bad-tempered x
I'm bad tempered.. realli.. i alwayz shout at ppl.. i noe.. it's one of my weaknesses.. sth that Adrian hate.. But i guess.. i realli hate it when he raised his voice at me.. esp over the phone.. his tone and volume.. will onli make mi cry... hurt..
Maybe he was realli tired.. so he is easily annoyed.. i juz merely mentioned abt the friendster.. why he juz dun wan to put my pic.. he juz shouted.. hate it.. realli hate it... i'm trying to tell him how i feel and what ppl is saying behind me... all this matter to me.. but i guess he think i am kicking a fuss out of nuthing again..
The word Understanding... seems so hard to search for... tot he realli understand me.. but he din put himself in my shoes to understand how i feel.. understand what is impt to me as a woman...
perhaps i am in no position to criticise him... coz... to him... maybe i dun understand him as well.. i'm not an understanding ger... a pampered, spolit and unreasonable ger... worse ger he can ever have..
if things realli mean to end... it will end eventually.. since things are getting from bad to worse... i am juz too demanding.. too hard to please... making him too tired... then forget it... maybe he will be happier without me... no more worries... no more burden.. a freed Adrian...
