Dainty Diva
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
x Out Of Breath x
fell sick.. guess asthma again... long time since i wrote here... many things are happening ard mi... jinhui... dunno what to sae to him.. nuthing i can sae.. what i sae will onli make things worse.. suddenly i realli can understand how adrian feel there and then.. when i decided to leave him... he din pester mi.. he just let me go.. wonder if he had teared.. wonder if his heart was broken... After so much things, i realise i used to be too demanding.. no one is perfect... so is he.. he may not voice out how much he cared.. but i noe he do.. somehow, thru some ways..
Hasn't been sleeping well for the past few days.. wonder why..
Oh ya... Attended Sophia's Wedding.. Getting married is alwayz such a sweet and treasured moment.. wonder how my wedding will look like.. and how my husband look like.. For the whole dae.. meeting his relatives.. taking care of racheal.. playing with her.. at the end of the dae.. i was so tired.. too tired..
For the whole weekend.. din realli get to really tell him and ask him things .. muz wait to see him.. haiz... i'm sick.. yet juz feel so lonely.. haiz...
