Dainty Diva
Friday, January 28, 2005
x Anniversary x
started off sweet.. yet in the end we still got some quarrels here and there..
Wandered ard in amk central for almost 45 mins i guess.. waiting for him.. watching the sky turns dark, watching children running ard me.. Saw an old couple holding hands, strolling in amk central.. it juz gave me the special kind of feeling call sweetness... i envy them.. hoping my the other partner will be there to hold on to my hand, accompanying me thru the rest of my life. .. i guess i'm asking too much.. Now, in this society, i think getting married without divorce is good enough..
Hmm... had our dinner... and i was so tired.. went over to his house, forgot abt the bak kwa that i wanted to buy for his parents.. he keep dragging me away from the shop, keep telling me i dun need to buy anything.. but i juz feel so bad without giving something to his parents... Was cedric brithdae todae... he msg me telling me that i dun give him face coz i din help him to celebrate his birthdae, instead went to accompany adrian... haiz... todae is our anniversary.. what can i do... he tell me to bring him home.. i wanted to.. but realli cannot predict my mum's reaction. to her i'm still a little girl.. the girl who will remain at that age no matter how many sunrise and sunset.
Finally at ard 10 plus.. i headed home.. he kept telling me he is tired and i noe... he is busy for the past few daes.. if i hasn't message him the anniversary message.. he would have forgotten abt it bah.. i reached home and bathed... and he called to ask mi if he could go for billard... billard again... it is alwayz billard... this time i fumed.. he do not noe the reason why i got angry.. yes i am unreasonable... he was telling me he was tired... yah.. he went for his soccer game in the evening... and now he wanted to go for a billard game even he is tired... so now i realise how impt billard is to him..
I think he had forgotten what he had told mi yesterdae.. he was so busy yesterdae and i called him to tell him to concentrate on his work and i go rest first coz i have a paper the next dae.. he was so gentle and sweet to me.. i juz love the way he tok to me then.. he tell me that he can call me the next dae afternoon as he will be less busy... yes.. that is todae.. he din call.. i waited... i was so dumb to believe him... i called him and he is goin for a soccer game.. well... what can i sae... Maybe i am too sensitive.. yet i can't help but feel so...
Oh ya... had my first test paper todae.. it was okie... missed out some points here and there.. hmm.. juz no mood to tok to him... i am unreasonable... i had alwayz been one.. and i will continue to be one... coz he will never understand me..
