Dainty Diva
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
xX ChRistMas Xx
It maybe a special day to many people... yet to me it is juz another dae on the calender... i have never realli spend a happy, romantic, wild christmas before... I realli wanted one.. spend my christmas eve drinking and dancing away in those pubs etc.. If not... let me have a romantic xmas eve with someone i love.. this is such a simple dream, a hope that many ppl think can easily fulfill... maybe i am unlucky... maybe i juz dun get the chance...
My mum was real strict when i was in secondary sch... she started to let me be of my own a little when i finished my O, working as a promotor. Becoz of the job nature... Xmas is a dae which i can realli earn more... i stayed till 11 in a dept store... walking home alone... saying Merry Xmas to myself when the clock strikes 12... this is pathetic and real sad.... More than once... i spend Xmas working away... not joining any of my friends for party.. juz becoz i am tired... after a month of full day work... what i hope for is juz a companion to be with me... saying Xmas to me when clock strike 12... under the beautiful fireworks... with a deep kiss on my cheeks... Is tat so difficult?
i am juz a girl... looking for romance, trying to find someone who can juz pamper me like a little girl... juz let me rest.. i had enough trouble and stress... juz let me enjoy.. juz let me smile... let me have a smile on my face, with tears in my eyes, moved by everything that was done for me... let me feel like a princess...
This will be the best christmas present i can have... realli...
