Dainty Diva
Friday, December 24, 2004
HATE U... Stay Away From Me.. Far Far Away..
I hate u... i am disappointed realli disappointed.. He is now soundly asleep.. leaving me in his room... staring at the com and the tv... tried to wake him up yet he told me that he is tired... i noe he is.. so am i... so why shld i stayhere and juz staring at all these things... let anger overwhelmed me.. let my tears flow down my face... it is christmas... People always says Merry christmas.. but mine... I guess a sad christmas... with a bf and without it dun seems to make a diff... i shld have meet my friends.. countdown with him.. rather than staying here... tearing.. watchin him sleep...
I dun expect anything... but this is beyond my tolerance level... it is too much.. i'm not happy... certainly not... why can't be other guys.. show more concern.. at the very least let me feel important... i realli regreted.. i shld have bought the tickets... join them... let mi have a fun christmas.. leaving him alone... to let him feel.. what i mean by lonely.. how i feel... coz he has never put himself in my shoes... he will never understand why i am sad and angry.. he never will.. To him.. i'm just a wilful and unreasonable kid... So let me be one.. and leave mi alone!!! Stay Away from me.. far far away... i will learn to find my own smile....
